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Wednesday, November 28

nature vs nurture

Nature vs nurture is something i learned from the first day of taking psychology. Hehe~ It's very subjective or shall i say debatable?? yeaaa....
Are u changing? by environment or by the way u're brought up or by gene? -_-"
Well, it is so absurb to hear/see someone who's close to u is changing drastically to somebody that u no longer know. Yet so close yet so blur. yea... i guess this is a suitable description for my feeling now. Sigh.
I always believe that we can determine what our future holds because it lies within ourselves. Am i being stubborn here or what? nvm. Future goal is something reachable if u are willing to put in effort. Or even just a try. When our parents put u into their trust, you just gotta cherish it. Die-die also must hold up. It is SO annoying to see someone u know are changing into another person, who is no longer favourable. Maybe i'm wrong. Maybe i'm just out-dated. Yeaa.. this is how i tell myself after looking at it. But i believe it is such a NO-NO thing to me.
I know that ppl are changing every single day. And now i STRONGLY believe that environment really can change a person. o.O" yeaaa~ If we know that we're changing into someone better, we gotta continue. But if we know that we're losing our track, please get into the train and ride a way back home. However, the sad truth is, we always DONNO whether our changes are good or bad. Haha~ Therefore, outsiders are very important. Judgment can be wrong but it can be right sometimes.
one sentence: WE MUST ALWAYS KNOW OUR BOUNDARIES.

Sunday, November 25

that's it!

Hehe~ Finally... it's done! ^^

Our gotong royong program was finalised~ =)
Erm... all in all... it was a great experience in organising this program.
A lot of laughters were gained through the process. hehe~
Thanks all the AJK who helped out during the program.
Most importantly, thank you Paul for letting us handled this project.
Hehe! I appreciate it whole heartedly. ^^"



group pic of the day

group pic of BB

some are my juniors (one of the groups)

another group~ also some juniors were in it~ ^^

tata! ah-pang! =)

the ajk of the day~

kwang, paul and i

song an and i~ funny geek! =)

these are the reused bottle.
turned out to be elephants.
I'm amazed. @@"

wow! this is squid! -___-"
sotong! like bernie~ ahhahaha!

a fun and up-spirit project has finally over. Looking forward to other programs soon in this coming december. Hehhehehe! LOL!

OUT!

Friday, November 23

=)

we meet different ppl everyday. Hehe~
Although we live in the same town, but we still do meet diff ppl around.
After internship for almost a month, i've met diff ppl ranging from kids->aunties~
In my opinion, the most precious one would be... those youth i met in Eden. ^^"
There're my friends~sisters and brothers~ =)
Always brighten up my days with the loudest, happiest laughters.
and.... also SWEATSZZZZ a lot after their jokes. Hehehhehehe~
I am thankful to meet them during this internship.
It helps me to socialise.
It helps me to broaden up my circle of friends. =)
I am happy to be with them.
We are learning from everyone.
and i really learn something from them.
Sincerity, friendliness, happy-go-lucky attitudes.
Although i have these values, but there's still some room for improvements:)
Btw, i watched "The Kingdom" together with Eden's friends just now. @@"
Heart pumping movie~ touching~ sad~ sad... and pathetic~
I am really tired today due to the preparation of tmr~
But i was still able to catch a movie with them. *not bad*
Hope tmr's campaign will be a success. =) weeeeee! GO EDEN!

my lovely sista

Happy 17th Birthday!
~~****Ng Woan Na****~~
Wish u all the best in ur future undertakings~ =)
yeah!
Love you as my sista~ Forever~ :)
All the best in ur exam~
Enjoy yr big day with moral examination!
*wink*
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
CHEERS!

Thursday, November 22

=3 ppl i met in kluang=

haha~
there's a book... if i'm not mistaken... entitled "5 ppl i met in heaven"~ it caught my attention for quite some times but i still have yet own that book~ hehe~
so... today, there're 3 ppl i met in kluang! weeeeeeeeeeeee! Let me be the author of this book today~ okie~~~ i am crapping.... please ignore me~hehehhehe~
i met :
1. LIM SZE ERN
2. NEO SOO YEE
3. LYDIA TANG!! <--- why with exclaimation mark? coz it's been ages since we last met!!!
How are u, ly......?? Haha~ I thought we just talked a while ago? OKie~ we met in a very wrong place and wrong time but right person to meet up with~ haha! Okie.. why am i crapping so much? We met at Mobil Petrol station... crapped for 5-7mins~ then OFF! I was rushing back home. =) but anyway, it's niceeeee to talk to u lydia. Hope we can meet up one day with V and mich they all. Hehehhee~
Anyway, i met up with (1) and (2) who just got back from Penang. Long time didn't see~ Ern is still as dark as before... Yee is still as silly as before... it's nice to chat with them a short while~ Ya... :) hope we can meet up again someday before they go back to Penang. :( Which is very soon... and i'll be alone again~
Omg... after coming back to kluang~ these are the three person i met so far~ SAD me.... :(
But... i'm happie to see them around in this small town~ hehehe! Miss u guys~
and i really miss my form 6 mates~ =) Hope to see them real soon....

Monday, November 19

meaningful monday

16th day of internship
Eden had another seminar entitled " Children with Learning Difficulties" today~
Targetted participants: parents with learning difficulties child
It's really touched my heart to see some mothers cried while sharing. Sigh. Mothers are always the greatest human on earth. We maybe wouldn't know how much our parents had spent throughout our lives. So... must treasure them a lot a lot. Take their nags as a piece of advice; their harsh words as another form of love/ adverse psychological motivation. =) i know it's hard. But we have to try to understand. :) that's what a child must do. ^^"
Parents with learning difficulties children are even pathetic. Or i can say, they are tired and helpless. Their biggest hope is to hear their children speak a complete sentence or just to give a simple respond. Sigh. See? We cannot take things for granted. If we are healthy and perfectly normal, we have to be thankful. There are a lot of innocent people for us to give a helping hand. Although i couldn't do anything today, but i think i can do something in the future. I wanna be the supporter of the needy.
So... it's really an eye-opening experience for me to attend this seminar. This was more like a group counseling. =) Sharing one's experience with everyone. Of course... it's within that 4 walls without spreading out the stories. =)
BIG REMINDER!!
Parents scold us not because they hate us.
Parents scold us because they do not like our certain attitudes/ behaviors.
They still love us as their children if we change.
I feel this remark is really very vital. Because we often assume that parents scold us because they don't love us anymore. I wonder u guys had felt this way before. But i did :( It really sad of me to imagine how my parents do not love me anymore. Silly? But that's what a child will do. Even teenagers. Yeaa..

Sunday, November 18

CRAPZ!

i am bored
^help^
what's up sunday??
yoyoyoz!

Wednesday, November 14

my thoughts

12th day of internship
Well... it seems long yet so short of how the time flies. @@"
After working at Eden a short while, i noticed that, *sigh* parents nowadays are @!E#%$#%!! Of course, they are educated and uneducated ones whom SHOULD be equally served. Hmmm... but they are just some portion of parents who take Eden for granted. They literally dump their kids for classes. Some said(in mandarin), " any class suit my kids? i wanna dump my kids here while i am working and will pick them up after my work mah... it's convenient! " Gosh... how would u react with such remark? I donno. *i just grin*
Last sat, a kid, well, i assume he is a special kid who practically, lives in his own world. His mum sends him here just to socialise with other kids. Hmmm... it is so heart broken of me to see that he's from a well to do family. He's smart. He's brilliant. But he does not speak to others. When counselor was teaching english, he did math. Mummered in his own words. Hmmm... counselor taught me to be more patient with him and to sayang his head while he's talking on his own and tell him "shhh" softly~ Surprisingly, he did~ Whatever ppl ask him to do, he will complete it. But after 5 secs, he's back to his own business. One word: sympathetic. Who can open his heart?
I really hope i can deal with these difficult children but i think... i could not. I am not interested in kids. I respect and salute my counselor for her patience, love and care towards these children. Children need praise and affirmation. She really can do that! I was touched to see her ways of dealing with kids. How i wished i could just be like her. But... i am so not up to it yet.
Anyway, those are the sad stories based on my own observation. It taught me to be more appreciative. It taught me to feel how blessed i am. Most importantly, I am thankful for my parents who do not abandoned me like the rest of the parents did.
Recently, i've been reading a book entitle "Emotion vs. Emotional Hurt". Wow!!!! Love that book man! So meaningful. =) love psycho books~~~ weeeeeeeeee!!! I will start to read Eden's library collection when i am free. ^^" In fact, i just finished one~ ^^
I must start my everyday with love.
Spread the love~~~~
let ppl know that u care~

question!

Does religion play a vital role in you?
what's ur opinion?
me: i donno... =)
this question runs through my mind recently~ *very often*
FEEDBACK! thanks~ :)

Saturday, November 10

Answering Ern's tag blog~ -____-"

i just don't understand... why the heck there's SO MANY tag blogs recently? Who's the inventor?? i wanna whack u!!! :p

Anyway~ today~ i wanna answer ern's tag~ ==" bless me~ =) weee!

Q1. 你最不能忍受...?
被重要的人欺骗。。。 :(

Q2. 你对同志的看法
没有什么特别的看法。。。我还是一样会最敬他们~

Q3. 俾一個生日願望你,你會許咩願
希望我身边的人,能过得开心健康安全~尤其是家人与屋友们~

Q4. 對結婚既睇法?
结婚是很神圣的事,是两位partner建立真正幸福的开始~

Q5. 你會因為別人的言語,而對一個人改觀嗎?
会。-看是什么情况~

Q6. 对于一夜情的看法。。。
乱来~ 无聊~还有很多健康的事情可以做的呐!(别想歪)

Q7. 爱情到底要感性的,还是理性的?
两种都需要~emotion and compassion~ and steadiness~

Q8. 如果你發現自己愛上了不該愛的人,你會選擇一廂情願默默忍受還是大膽表白?
看情况吧。。。我多数应该是会选择静静吧。。。:x

做完噜!!:)
不打算再tag人了。。。呵呵!会被人骂死的。。。嘻嘻!大家都在考试耶~

Friday, November 9

be on guard

Initially, ppl use this(<-------) to wake up.

But lately, i use this to tell me when i should sleep.

-___________-"

Coz i am on the way of healthy living lifestyle.

YEAH RIGHTTTTT>>>>>>!

*crappy*

but i am serious, it puts me to sleep and it wakes me up~

Thursday, November 8

Communication

Communication is an unknown knowledge which often being neglected by ppl. We often take granted for everything. Everything seems to be "it's ought to be~" but it just doesn't seem to be it. Hmmm...
Had a seminar today. =) well, i think it's another self-improvement opportunity for me to learn and grow. This seminar was about communication btw both sexes. Well, it was useful although i am very much single right now. Haha! Crap. Anyway, it didn't just talk about relationships. The main point was the communication barrier in a r'ship. ^^" I think, towards a friend, we also need to be sincere and honest.
Frankly speaking, i think i am kinda introvert in certain matters. I hate arguements and therefore it leads me to keep everything within my heart. It is so unhealthy. Speaker(Paul) said that, it will make u injure internally. Haha~ I bet, one day, i will have heart attack. Haha! *touch wood* Peeps, please teach me how. ==" It is so hard for me to open my mouth to speak something bad directly to the person. I will always talk/ vent my air to the third party instead of the person himself/herself. It is hard for me to be angry with ppl but it is also totally hard for me to like the person in a short time. =)
I am afraid.
Afraid of myself to blow things up.
When will i blow up?
How long can i keep all those anger/unhappiness?
I donno.
What i know is...
i ought to think of the positive ones.
i ought to talk to the one i needa to.
But... it is a way of avoidance somehow if i shun myself away.
In short, I AM UNHEALTHY.
Kids, don't learn, ok?
*OUT*

Wednesday, November 7

又被人tag~ >.<" 配合配合~哈!

1 最近在看的电视----没看电视的习惯~但最近上网看Grey's Anatomy~
2 最近在做的事情----实习~认识不同的朋友~真的很多做不完的工作~
3 最近在听的音乐----慢歌~我一路来都是听慢歌的。。。
4 最近关心的话题----家长怎么能不关心孩子的学习呢?
5 最近常想的异性----嗯。。。没有耶~但昨晚梦到个刚认识的益公~他既然是魔鬼!要杀我和我的朋友!吓死人。。。
6 最近常想做的事----睡久久~不用酱早起身~
7 最近身体状况----没精神~
8 最近理财状况----没什么~回到家后都没什么花钱~
9 对朋友最想说的话----有时做人要自动一点~
10 对自己最想说的话----要多爱自己一点~
11 记忆中做过的最疯狂的事情----生日那天半夜跑去送朋友回家~三点才回来~没告诉爸妈~:X
12 最喜欢吃的食物----应该是意大利面吧?我什么都OK的。。。
13 最喜欢吃的水果----当然是西瓜啦!!!
14 最怕什么----亲爱的家人与朋友离开自己
15 現在最想做的事----把部落完成~有点期待~呵呵!
16 你最遗憾的一件事情----对学业的付出不够~
17 短期的目标----享受帮助人的快乐~
18 现在最想买的東西----没有
19 觉得自己最大的优点是什么----忍功还算不错~
20 近一年最丟人的事情是什么----嗯。。。不懂耶~每次都有朋友跟我一起丢脸!哈哈!
21 今年最大的愿望是什麼----能进学校的dean list~真的很希望~~
22 迄今為止最难忘的一件事----与屋友遇到车祸后所发生的一切~
23 如果上天給你一個再來一次的机会,你最想改变哪件事情----朋友的误会都解开
24 現介段生活的支点是什麼----家人和朋友~还有我的实习每天累积的经验~我很依赖~
25 “付出是為了獲得”是否是一切交流的原則----不是~因情况而定~
26 到目前为止谈过几次恋爱----没有。。。没人要。。。可怜~
27 失去什么会不想活下去----不敢想。。。只想珍惜现在的一切~
28 你会选择爱还是被爱----都要~*贪心咧?* =)
29 你觉得自己能找到幸福嗎----应该能~因为我现在算幸福了~
30 你认为自己善良嗎----应该ok咯~但这种东西是很subjective的~
31 你觉得人活着是为了什么----为了别人也为了自己~
32 最想去的地方----海边
33 在你心目中,事业重要还是家庭重要----家庭
34 你对同性恋婚姻有什么样的看法----可以接受但还是会心里怪怪的
35 什么事能让你感到幸福----有人陪在身边~不管有事没事都好~有人陪你讲话~
36 你难过时会想起谁----我最好的朋友们
37 在生命的最后一天,你会做什么----跟最想念的人在一起
38 你觉得自己是个自私的人吗----又是一个subjective的问题~欠打啊?
39 一句刻骨銘心的谎话----暂时想不到
40 对自己的一切最满意的是什麼----朋友给于自己的信任与互相信任~
41 曾经的好朋友滄海桑田,你会觉得得怎样----什么意思?不明白~
42 什麼類型的電影最让你感动----温馨的家庭朋友电影
43 喜欢用什么方式排解烦恼----倾诉/吃西瓜/洗澡
44 这一秒你在想什么----这首个"同手同脚"真的很好听~很感人~
45 你有几个真正的朋友----嗯。。。我自己认为~应该有不到十个咯~
46 家人重要还是朋友重要,只能一个---朋友:x。。。。。还有家人。。。。
47 你印象最深刻的鬼片是哪一部?哪个情景?----不花精神看吓自己的鬼片
48 你相信有灵魂这种媒介存在吗?----还好。。。不是很信~自然过就好
49 如果要在身体上紋一個纹身,你最希望的部位是哪裏----手臂
50 你最自恋的表现是什么----不懂耶~~~~
51 如何称呼自己的伴侶才夠肉麻?----不懂。。。还没试过~
52 你希望世界返璞歸真還是越來越先進----刚刚好就好。。。只要人民都过得开心
53 你认为自己是什么样的人呢?---顾虑太多的人。。。
54 不想死也不想好好活著的時候該以什么样的方式面对?----找辅导员来开解下~呵呵!
55 如果用動物來形容自己你最接近什么动物?----猪~呵呵!
56 做了这么多题目之后,有什么想法?----我很用心想每一题~
57 用三個詞來形容一下自己目前的生活----有意义~累~空~
58 支撐你对自己恋人無限包容的支點是什么----他是我爱的人~
59 如果明確告訴你死了能到更美好的世界,你會不會馬上去死---不会~笨蛋~
60 在你心目中,朋友,究竟是什麼?----一个对我来说是很神圣的人~
61 一個陌生人莫名其妙給你一個並不重的耳光之後,再对你微笑,你会有什么反应?----傻掉~
62你最讨厌什么样的人?----骗我的人~
63 你有過劈腿的經歷嗎(包括精神)----有~精神上~
64 目前為止,生命中重要的几個人?(可以用昵稱)----知己与家人
66 最近听到的最八卦的事情是什么?----现在的老师已不像以前那样了
67 如果条件允许,会养什么宠物?---- 没养宠物的习惯~
68 等待一個愛的人, 你會為自己設一個時限嗎?----不会
69 最近看了什么书啊?----没有
70 最令你无法忍受的事情----最亲的人伤了自己~
71 你有试过在大庭广众放无声屁吗?然后装傻。 要说真的哦!----有啦~
72 你喜欢什么类型的异性?----我喜欢就好
73 想擁有怎樣的一間房子?----木屋型~在新鲜空气里的那种~呵呵!好像在森林hoh?
74 想要為自己的明天做些什麼?----耐心学到明天中心安排的课程~
75 如果有机会,你会不会来趟寻找自我之旅?原因?---应该不会~不喜欢自己一个人的感觉~
76 以后希望从事什么事业?----能为社会服务的事业~
77 朋友在大庭广众做丢脸的事,你会怎么对他?----*流汗* 然后拉他逃离现场~
79 最想死的方法?----还没想过。。。应想些最好过的方法啊~神经病~
80 在临死前的那一刻,最依依不舍的是?--- 家人与朋友
81 如果时间倒流,你想做的第一件事是什么?----去看我回到什么时候/年代
82 如果你发现你现在的男朋友/女朋友劈腿,你会原谅她吗?----看我们之间的感情有几深噜
83 相信一见钟情吗?----不相信
84 在你心中,我算是你的什么人?----朋友~虽然我们从没见过面~哈哈!原慧的朋友~
85 请列出一个你认为我最大的优点和最坏的缺点。----优点:很容易交朋友; 缺点:太搞笑了~每次我看你打shoutbox msg真得是很可爱~哈哈!
86 如果这一题不用你绞尽脑子回答,你会不会感激我?----不会~因为回答其他的已让我脑死了
87 对你而言,你觉得时间真的会冲淡一切吗?----会
88 要是大便大到一半,没有卫生纸,你会怎么办?----用水!*再度流汗*
89 现在的你开心和幸福吗?^^----我知足时就会咯~哈哈!
90 喜欢的人喜欢你吗?----但愿~
91 会对喜欢的人做什么事??---应该都会做。。
92 你会害怕死亡么?----会~因为担心还有很多事情还没做到就离开
93 在什么情况下会跟不喜欢的人在一起?----应该不会为自己制造这种机会咯~
94 如果你喜欢的人有男/女朋友,你会怎么做?----失望咯。。。
95 你是夜貓子嗎?----算是。。。
96 你现在最想揍的人是谁?---- 没有谁。。。哈哈!我很有爱心的。。。*吐*
97 你今天上了几次厕所?----不懂哦。。。
98一加一等于几?-----二
99 你花了多少时间算上面那一题?----无聊!

不打算tag人了。。。因为应该不会有人理我。。。哈哈!

Tuesday, November 6

language

now i realise...
my language command is poor. I am good at neither speaking nor writing. Funny right?
Mandarin: 1/2 pail water
English: 1/2 pail water
Bahasa Malaysia: 1/2 pail water
total: one and a half pail water! weeeeeeeeeeeee!!!
This afternoon, my mum told me that my mandarin is WAY TOO POOR ady~ She looked at my writing and she was like @@" and she told me this-->"na, it's not too late to learn up mandarin. Especially ur hand writing. Your chinese characters are so ugly! U wanna learn mandarin mah?"
*HEARTBROKEN*
*piang*
sound effect!!!
Okie... i admitted. My mandarin is sucks. No one can deny that. Always being a laughing stock. Especially the laughing treatment from my housemates! COLD. I think my mandarin is being brushed up by my housemates as well. Haha! ^^" They taught me bad things~ Muahaha!!
A lot of words i really donno how to write ady~ *sigh* During meeting time of my internship, employer spoke mandarin too fast, i couldn't catch up~ and i wrote in english. Hmmm... got too used of writing stuffs in english or bm. I totally neglect my mandarin. But DON'T WORRY~ I still can speak easy normal mandarin fluently. Tell u lor~~~ my friends' mandarin are excellent! ^^ Salute! My sis... worst still... drop chinese after form 3. I am way better than her. But honestly, our standards-->equal(=). My parents didn't pass down their chinese culture heritage to us! Haha! Blame my parents pulak! How dare me! :x
okie~ OUT!
u know what? at least i know my math skills still workable. (pointing up at the math question above the blog i did just now.)

u.p.d.a.t.e. =)

5th day of internship~
why am i counting? i donno. =)
Hehe~ Long time didn't update my bloggy. Guys, i am so sorry, apart from my job, i think i have nth much to update in kluang. Coz... nth special happens. ^^"
Anyway, speaking of my internship~ well well... this afternoon, i had some sort of orientation session with the committee of Character Building Training Programme. The committee are mostly fresh graduated secondary sch leavers. ^^ They are here to train the new form one students of next year with the help of counselors. It is a character building c.u.m academic programme.Hmmm...Eden is really emphasize on kids' behaviors and characters. ^^ This is the first priority. =) I mean, parents shld have this kinda awareness to help out their own kids as well. ^^
Hmmm... well, it wasn't the main point of the blog today. What i wanna say is... i really feel thankful for the bunch of helpful volunteers. It's indeed hard to find energetic helpful youth nowadays. Most of them are ever long lasting volunteers. I shld say... they are my seniors even though they are biologically younger than me. Muahaha!^^ i feel, they are just like the angels of god sent~ Helpful. Thoughtful. Mature. I take them as my bro and sis. Indeed~ they are cheerful bunch. Although we just knew each other this afternoon but i think we'll have a great time during the whole programme and the camp.^^ Well.. i am looking forward.
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Superb tired these few days. But i am just so despicable and skeptical sometimes. Hmmm... coz i still stay up until so late. Hmmmmmmmm~~~~ why can't i just zzzzz??? U know what? Back in KL, there is always a roommate to stay up so late with. But back at home... i stay up late ALONE. Pathetic. Ended up my roommate stays up late alone as well. Haha! I miss her neh! Bet she misses me too. Coz no one help her in memorising her exam stuffs before sleep. Haha! :) That's my role during exam peak hour. *hehe* Mei, right? *dare to say no?? show u my FIST* :p
How are u guys doing? Do update with me through all sorts of communication devices ya! ^^ Feel free to call me also no prob! hahaha~ Miss u guys~ Muaks! =)

Saturday, November 3

3rd Day

3-nov-07
3rd day of internship~
*Press Conference*~
i bet this was a valuable experience for me and my friend to represent ECS for the press conference about Kempen Kesedaran Alam Sekitar. ^^" Being able to attend this kinda meeting indeed was a worth while experience for me to talk in front of ppl. Especially in front of those politics leaders, YB Gan and YB Ho. -_-" Managed to take a couple of shoots of them. We took this as a lesson and as a presentation(without lecturer). Hehhe~ BUt... my mandarin... *sigh* needa brush up~ Kwang was good! Really! ^^ Hopefully can see our faces in the newspaper next day~ =)

the leaders and the co-organisers of this campaignwith both YB of Kluang =)
Thank you Paul for giving us this opportunity. It is a kinda trust and affirmation towards our abilities and responsibilities. Years ago, i was one of the participants during gotong-royong, can't believe i am the planner now~ >.<" Old ady~ o.O" Anyhow, it makes me feel good because i am contributing something towards Kluang's community.
Soon, we'll be running a lot of programmes in the end of the year~ I officially declare that i will be having 2 crazy months in kluang =) But.. i'm happie! ^^" Can't wait to attend counseling technique course from Paul =) He's indeed a good counselor, speaker and motivator.^^"
Gambateh!!!!! Must grab a hold of this given golden opportunity :)
p/s:
Anyone interested in joining this gotong-royong of Kluang?
24/11/07- Sat( 8.30am-10.30am)
Do come to Eden for more information~^^
Your contribution will be much appreciated~ ^^ WELCOME! =)

爱心

多少个人,能够拥有最简单最纯朴的心,去关怀身边的人?
别说外人,但亲人朋友呢?很难吧?
嗯。。。很多时候,大家都是说,这种东西是不用说出来的。。。
只要用心去体会~哈哈。。
我就是其中之一。。。哈哈~
其实身边有好多人,都是需要我们去肯定,去关怀的。。。
被肯定的感觉真的很棒哦!
今天,在益人中心,我看到的是亲切。爱心。关怀。
这些感觉真的能让我去好好深思与反省自己怎样对待别人的。
世界就是要有一些主动爱护关心别人的好人。。。
才能让身边不幸的朋友带来快乐~
才能让世界更加美丽~
看到那些义工,真的让我觉得他们真的很尽力来帮助别人。
我希望,有一天,我也会是个好人。
能为社会付出一点力量的好人。
居銮,你真的很美~你真的很亲切~ :)
能为自己的家乡付出一点力量是值得的。
所以,选择在这里当实习生,也是个很棒的学习~
加油噜!! :)
谢谢大家!

Thursday, November 1

1st Day

1-nov-2007
my first day of the internship =)
it turned out well. I mean, i really enjoyed my work and this is what i wanted in the first place. Planning for community service and all... omg... it was all my fav back in secondary sch coz i love to involve in these kinda events. =) but now... eh-hem... this enthusiam is still there but faded away a little...
today, it was kinda surprised that Paul (my employer) brought me and my friend to attend a governmental meeting for Kempen Alam Sekitar of Kluang. I guess it will be a big event for preventing the pollution of Kluang town. Therefore, we, the Eden Community Centre is allocated a certain of amount(which i feel it is so little) to fulfil this task of gotong royong. hahhaa! Do not belittle this task, coz it is somehow a community service towards Kluang. Love Kluang ya! Kluangites, do not litter around. *muahahaha!* It was indeed a precious experience to attend this meeting even though i didn't speak but to listen, listen and listen. Thank you Paul for trusting us in organising this project with u~ =) We'll treasure this opportunity. ^^
This coming sat, we'll be accompany two difficult children in reading session. Patience needed. Omg... i do not really like kids. Porky~!!! this is what u want..... child's psychology. U shld come here. -_-" not me! i'll save this place for u~ ahhaha! Lifespan Development theories can be applied on saturday~ Weeeee! Looking forward in a reluctant way. How ironic! -_-" Can't believe we actually got assignment to do in certain days during working hour. Haha! I'm surprised! Paul really integrate learning through internship~ *muahaha*
All in all, i think, i will eventually gain a lot of good experiences in 2 months. =) yet so short, yet so long~ -_-" *slap my own face*
but i am counting down the days of returning to KL for study. Study is still my first priority. Friends too. I'm missing them. Well, i am a selfish emo. =.=" please forgive me...

yoz!

that's it~
tmr is the day! =)
i'm going to be an intern for 2 months~
OMG~ :0
hope everything will go on smoothly~
hope i can finish my report on time~
MY HOLIDAYS------> GONE!!
*sob*
gambateh ppl~ ^^"
let's enjoy ourselves to the fullest through internships~
omg~~~
i am SO sarcastic~
i wanna go back to study