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Saturday, March 31

great days with great ppl

hey! long time no see! =) ehehehhehe~
wanted to blog last nite.. but.. eh-hem.. too busy with the preparation of presentation~~ ehehe!


Thursday:
had an eventful day... =) kwang,yoketeng,raji and i discussed bout our presentation, then, of course, borak-borak all the way... if not... i guess, we're no longer human. wakakak! ^^

so.. what's new?? Well... meditation is the one! HEhehee~ we did the topic of meditation... cool man... hmmmmm... goin to shoot a short video tmr (continue with our discussion)... discovered some new postures of meditations.. damn stupid when we acted and posed them out... =.= as if we're the god and godness~~ ahhaha!

then, had our lunch + dinner at Mcd....

we had fun. that's all i can say and i enjoy their companies... ^^
this girl always create havoc
keep on mumbling that she's hungry
therefore, we brought her to MCD and let her eat the junk
kwang is scolding me!!! haha!
nah.... jz an act of our presentation
eh-hem, the acted meditation of the mindfulness us!


see?? this is the contrast!


haha! i like this photo~

Friday:

okie... now is officially a saturday... guess what?? we (joshua,kwang, mei and i) jz came back from McD again.................. =.= it's all McD's fault!!! coz.. they distributed the couponsssss which valid until 31March. Hahahah~

No morning class on friday. So.. i slept until 11am... *opPs*... can u sense something??? Fattening is in the process man!!! Omg... i hv to cut down my food.... -.- well... i don't eat much, but jz to cut down the MCD!!!!!! -- STOP DISTRIBUTING THE COUPON AGAIN!! ahahaha! Seducing.... *Mcd Hotcake is super delicious!*


Saturday:
No story to tell yet. *wink*
good night, folks!

Wednesday, March 28

intro to psych(1)

hmmmmmm....

i was wondering... why am i missing this class so much?? :x


today, there were a few groups of friends doing presentation... well.. what i can say is.. their slideshows were very funny and humurous... and they really put in lotsa effort in doing all these... ^^... video shooting, role playing and even acting... =.= and the best part was the credits... where they put in song and show their group members' names and all... kinda touched lor~~ especially Theresa's group... so cutie! somemore they put on Friends song.. so nice!! i guess.. our class has created a strong bond among each and everyone.


We crap. We laugh. and sometimes, we make ms norul goes crazy~~ hahaha! :) and we have wednesday symptoms! based on Ms Norul's observation, we'll be super duper wooper crazy and excited on wednesday. Jz like today. =.= laughed like hell man! ahhaha~


i'll miss the class forever. ^^ next week will be our final week before final exam.... *sob*
we snap a class photo then! =.=
after all.. we needa thank ms norul for letting us to go so wild in the class.. she's the best! ^^

Monday, March 26

what hv i done past few days?

these are what i did.

*doing my assignment back at home...(ya.. i went home!)

*catching up with my sista!
*crapping stuff with my parents...

*gathering with soofei and ruixue...!

*eating watermelon which bought and cut by my dad! (my fav fruit! how blessed am i...)

*having dinners with family... :) weeeeeeeeeeeee~~~
....... due to all these....... i miss my home.... ...................



here comes the pics during that days... ^^




love u guys always!

the sims

a game which i played since secondary school... well... issit well known? i donno. But after i know bibu yoketeng... the game seems to be famous ady... =.= i wonder why..
BUT... the sims isn't compatible to my laptop.. so.. hehehe~ :) i couldn't really play that eventhough i've downloaded into it... the movements are like so so retarded... =.= and slow in motion.... =.= freaking slow!!! and... of course.. i'm quite impatient due to the characters' movements in the game... and so... i exit without saving it.. and here come the bloggy! ehhe~ ;) blog is still the best! ^^
goodbye~~~ SIMS~~~


what a blog~~

Friday, March 23

disaster =.=||

eh-hem... this is what we mean by "longggggg semester" with thicccckeeesssttt notes! hehhehe~~ how to study this within two weeks time??? hmmm... such a big pile! ^^
Luckily, they don't belong to me!!! Phewwwwww~~~~~~~~~ ^^" these belong to my roommate who studies pharmacy... omg... i bless her... hahha~ god bless her too! ^^
a different angle of taking that pile of notezzzz! *which cause nauseous to me*

i shall snap mine one day...
as a comparison,
mine is nth..
but hers...
eh-hem..... A LOT OF THINGS!
wish her luck!
gambateh, mei! ^^
let's strive together for finals! yeeeeehhaaaa!!!
dedicates this to you! hahaha!

Wednesday, March 21

LIFE

Life is a life..

when u are alive means u have life...

when u are not alive means u have no life...

that's what a life is.


assignments + presentations + due dates + quizes + final exam = NO LIFE


Tuesday, March 13

recent thought

i think.. understanding is very crucial to maintain a relationship with someone.
i want to be understood and i always hope i can be more understanding..
i would like to share some words with u guys which i heard from mr james.
He said, "since the person u care can't change his/her attitude(hopeless), then might as well we change ourself to suit into the environment?"... well.. his words inspired me lots... but then... come to think of that, do we really needa do this? erm.. for someone who's very precious to us.. maybe we will. BUt.. for those who are not.. sorry.. i don't think i'll change myself to please u... I JZ WON'T DO THIS.
I can't figure out why ppl can't think straight after so many things happened. Sigh. In return, i needa undergo this process again and again and again... so... irritating... frustating and most importantly.. IT IS ANNOYING!!!! =.= yeap!! it is!!!!!! :(
Whatever it is......... i jz pray hard....
if u think u understand me well... i'm sorry.. i don't think so...
i think.. it's time to reframe myself.... reframing my thoughts... ya... it's important...
what's the point of explaining to ppl who don't really think about the consequences??

Sunday, March 4

march

march....march...march...march...MARCH!!!

omg..to me.. march is like hell... symbolise a grave.. if i'm not manage to finish all my assignments and project... ahahaha~ bless me... then i will see my tomb~~ +.+
lots and lots of assignments due dates... all pile in the month of march.. =.=
and.. rite now.. i AM supposed to search info and dig all the notes to finish up my stuffs.. haha~ but... i am LAZY to do so... can u imagine after so long.. u still doin the same processes of searching... the same postures of sitting... so tiring... in front of the laptop... omg... student's life.. hmmmmmm.... reconsidering... *but then, i still prefer being a student*
tata! ciaozz..~ =) bless me......

Saturday, March 3

start from the scratch

that's what friends are for. <--- the song i've jz listened a few mins ago. Strikes me hard to think of every single word and thing we've done at home these few days, these few nights.
from the posts i've updated recently.. erm... it has been ups and downs at home. Finally, today.. what i wanna say is... world war II had ended. ^^ yeah~~~ i'm pleased at heart. :) i'm indeed very very happy!! Though past few days was like living in hell, but after two emergency meeting, we've finally settled and clarified.
when the good vs the good.
The intention of kindness.
The intention for friends.
I'm touched by wat my housemates did. I even shed a tear when i saw them cried. We thought of friends. We care but our way of presenting/ express it was totally different. Again... we had our family meeting last "morning"=this morning.. yup.. straight forward and direct approach.
anyway.. what i wanna say is.. i'm trully grateful and blessed to hv them. *really*.. they made me see the word friendships.
I don't care bout the future. BUt.. i really hope that everything will go on smoothly after the wars..
it's better for us to understand than to doubt on each other. :) self-reflection is good~
and i guess, we did it! Give us a 5ive!

Friday, March 2

"pooooooof!!"

alien is here!
everything is puffed!!! yeah!!! :)


wasted.... everything is wasted...
i hv nth to say, nth to tell, anymore...........

Thursday, March 1

aarrrrrggghhh.....

if only u were to be more understanding..
if only..
if only....
if only........
breathless...

Tuesday, February 27

the war ended

well.. it's not some sort of war.. it's jz a mild verbal war in the house.. and everything is settled within that 3hours in the midnite.. omg.. =.= i think all of us are really energetic in the midnite. We're the owls! -.-"
sometimes i really salute the guys... this is the big difference btw both sexes. When girls get emotional, guys are always there to calm us down. When guys get emotional, they usually can calm it down themselves. This is what NEUTRAL means. Neutrality is very important in our house. hahaha~ :)
to me, quarrel is avoidable, IF NOT u jz don't say anything.. but this doesn't really help ppl to sort things out. It's like running away from the truth and not to solve it immediately. That's why i am wrong. For my friends, they feel quarrel is the time when all of us pour ur hearts out. It seemed to be working quite well in the house by running this "anger management"-quoted by joshua. Yup. I couldn't agree more. All of us care bout each other in different ways. Maybe i'm cold, maybe i'm warm in heart.. but then.. maybe i didn't show any facial expression to u that i'm care. THat's the cons of being a human. I mean, especially to the Asians. Ya...terutamanya chinese. Let's count, how many friends will tell u "hey, i love u the way you are" or "hey! i appreciate what u've done to me"... well.. these sentences are like the greatest gold in the mouth where u won't even lick it out and tell :) rite? But guess what.. i do tell these to my friends. It's nth wrong with it. Mushy or not mushy is another matter. Rite? okie... maybe for girls are still acceptable lor~ =.= ahhah! *eh-hem... guys?* forget it..
after so many things popped in and out of the house (i mean bad things... really BAD), we've finally come to an agreement. Next time, please speak ur heart out. OOOOKKKKiiiiee.e.... we DID tell that in the first place but jz that no one dare to move in the first place. We scare to hurt friends' feelings. Ya.. that's the most crucial barrier. Anyway, since now.. the things had settled, let's jz pray that nth will happen anymore. We're indeed bad luck enuff to cope with every little problem. Lama-lama jadi bukit, then we'll cry again :/ hahah! no lar.. jkjk~
sometimes, we need to know "how" more than "why"~ when this problem occurs, please ask ourself how to solve this instead of asking why and why and then in the end blame anybody. Forget bout the past coz we're not past-oriented ppl and don't be the future-oriented ppl too. Jz treasure the present. Cherish it. Now... i'm indeed relieved and can hv a good sleep. AT LEAST, the biggest bomb had "boomed"! ^^
i'm really happy and blessed to have them as my housemates and friends. Indeed a worth while experience last "morning"... thank you guys.. may us be well and happy.. ALL THE TIMES! :)

Monday, February 26

it's all bout meditation and hypnosis! :)

today.. we had a very special session with our psychology lecturer, Mr.James... he's very pro in the topics of meditation and hypnosis. At first.. i was very curious and excited about it when Ms Norul mentioned to us... therefore.. i was kinda looking forward to have this session with him. And guess what?? we're totally the greeks to this...what da... weeeeee..ee.e.....
meditation
let me revise ya
*flipping my notes now*..
these are the types of meditation:
-mantra
-music
-mandala
-motion
-mala beads
-mental imagery
ya.. all the M words... =)
so.. we had a silent moment with mr james... to do our so-called meditation... well.. it did work for me.. i felt very much better than the previous moment... at least.. it's like... peacefulness sinking in my heart... felt very comfortable. And he asked us to meditate the word, meaning.. repeating the words--->"may i be well and happy".... this is a mantra way of meditation.. then later on.. repeat it for ur loved ones.."may xxx be well and happy".. that xxx can be ur enemy, friends and family. Haha! very extreme rite? ^^ sounded silly yet meaningful... well.. he pointed out some good point of views.. saying that... a person should focus on the present.. neither the past nor the future...
As for hypnosis.. it's an altered state of consciousness in which the individual is highly relaxed and susceptible to suggestion. Hmmm... profound... i don't even really understand that.. whahahah! but then... most importantly, hypnosis isn't what we always watch in the drama shows.. AND we can actually control ourself instead of being controlled by hypnotist. Haha! YES or NO is all depended on us. :) weeeee.e..e..... then.. we had another experiment again... wah.. this feeling is absolutely unexplainable.. macam tertidur like tat... it took us for quite long too. ^^ it's fun! :)
chiao! =)

Sunday, February 25

hippo got lotsa friends! ^^

Who said hippo is lonely?
She has lotsa friends...
let me introduce some good friends of hers..
they are cutie cutie animals... ^^

well.. this is hippo!!!
it's MINE! :)


this is another hippoII..
jz different skin colour...
belongs to mei(my roommate)..


for those who always update with my blog..
u guys should know that..
this is PORKY!
hippo's new friend after entering ucsi-the zoo!
it's Yoketeng's!


well...as for these two..
they are new to my bloggy!
they have magnet at the end of their hands and legs
see?? cny is almost coming to the end..
but they still hold sweets! =.=
seems like..
they are the second version of hippo and porky

hippo is carrying that pink'ish porky

this pic is kinda censored! =.=
but they are damn cute!!!

p/s: okie.. i know i'm bored here.. so.. i jz post this blog... entertain u guys! hehehe~ and now only i realise... i'm fated to hv hippopotamus as my soft toys! ^^ and Hippo always have piggie porky as her friends... so blessed! ^^ the "animals" i posted jz now.. actually.. they're with us for quite a long time.. and now i know their importance! ^^ they are with me when i'm UP and DOWN! thank you so much! ^^

look what hv i done to myself

what a topic..
i wonder why i wrote this..
but it puffed to me out of the blue..
hmmmmmmmmmmm......
life has been fair to me.......
i think so..
fair..ya... fair......
i need someone to be there..
but it jz turn out to be no one..
well... that's my luck!
it's time to get an independent license...
well... i ADY hv it... =.= how sad....
what da crap am i scribbling here?????
i wonder
i ponder
ok
one word for myself
CONFUSED.
laters!

routine of the day

woke up
ate brunch
cleaned house + room
ate dinner
surfed the net
updated the blog
...will be sleeping soon....
basically, these are the routine of today.
nitez everybody! ^^

Friday, February 23

Dedication for my grandparents

my grandma


she's one of a kind... loves to bring us out for yumcha.. even to mcD.. ^^... she eats junk food with us but she keeps saying that junks are bad for health.. hahha~ and she enjoys shopping and travelling much....i grew up with her.. i mean.. she took care of me when i was small... kiddo times... :) i respect her and i love her much. She always make sure that i've got enuff food to eat after kindergarten times... before i leave for class during primary.. and even... during the secondary school where she actually sent me to school from her place to SmCC... she drove... even now.. she still does... ^^"" i'm proud of her. ^^
speaking of witch... erm.. the house i used to live after/before school times.. i really miss my grandma's house a lot.It brings me lots of memories...i could still rmb every single things i used to touch...



and today... as i went back to that place after the reunion dinner... erm.. i can vividly rmb every single electricity switch... ya... a switch from the toilet can actually touch my heart and thoughts to dedicate this blog for my grandparents. ^^ The bed i used to sleep for my afternoon nap..and the bed i used to lie down there and do my h/works... all the cupboards we used to ransack and dig our mum's and aunts' papers, exercise books, letters, notes... hehehhe~ *wink*... couldn't find any love letters though.. hahah! the dining table... my grandpa's table.. and the sofa.. the tv (which has jz replaced with the lcd tv... =.= i jz knew that too... i miss the old one) and the old car and van we used to ride after grandpa finished his work in the evening... we went for car ride... and the garden... where the stupid me and cousins planted all sort of veggies... can u believe it?? grandma actually cooked them.. and praised us~ ahahha! veggies.... veggies..... i planted veggie.... *jz for fun*... and the big yard we used to run around and fly kites~~.


this house really filled my whole heart... a heart warming place... where i used to laugh and cry.. and accompanied my grandma to watch cantonese shows... =) that's why my cantonese is better than hokkien... and all my aunts and uncle who dote on us lots.. they still do now... ^^... too much of sweet memories~~~ too many things i've shared with them... well.. where's my parents?? hahha~ My parents are there for us too. But this blog is meant for my grandparents... sorry~~ opps!



my granpa

well.. he's a very cool and solemn man... as usual.. he loves to bring his grandchildren for tea during his breaktime at 3pm! We always wait for him to come back and honk in front of the house... well.. we all cousins stayed at grandparents' house in the afternoon after school... ^^...he seems very cold outside but i knew he's very warm inside... he's jz less spoken... but i heard my mum said he's a very strict daddy. He likes whatever presents we gv him during the fathers' dayssss.. He always buys us ice-cream.. he's working at his own workshop and we seldom talk to him.. that's why we're more attached to popo! ^^


anyway... i love and salute both of them... i know it's been hard for them all these while... from bearing my mum, aunts and uncle... until they grow...then us... the smaller kiddies... but i know they're very very happy and contented coz their children are filial... and as for me... i'll continue to care for them and i will love them much.
i wonder why the heck am i typing all these out... it's jz my sudden thought.. a little switch brings back lots of memories... :)


i hope i can celebrate every mothers' and fathers' day with both of them forever. . will always include them in my prayers... wish them healthy and happy always! Long live ya!! ^^


p/s: typed on someday of this week but only managed to post it now..


CNY 07- friends version

heheheh~ continue my cny journey here...

our gang tradition... well.. we always pay a visit to friends' houses every year during the 4thday of cny... same applied to this year... ^^


woke up early in the morning.. without breakfast coz i thought i will be very very full when i stopped by every house for new year food... ekkekekek :).... but then.. in the end... my friends still wanna crave something to eat.. so we went to some sort of food court... and the ppl they looked on us as if we're the monsterSss... =.= e-hem..... we're jz slightly different from the aspect of attire mah.. nth was wrong with that what... =) rite? ^^"


went to 9 houses all along.... =.= omg... it was very very tiring... and this year... i somehow felt quite guilty toward my friends.. coz i didn't really put 100% attention for this "trip" coz i was tired and thinking bout my "departure" for the next day... making my mood dropped like donno what... but then... i still love to hang out with them... they are still good friends of mine.. hehehe~ :) sorry for being not that proactive on that day...... erm... hmmm... but.. okie lar.. i still joked but no one laughed and i laughed by myself in the end.. hehehhe~


then.. saw a lot of friends' parents who treated us with friendly smiles.. ^^.. our mums and dads know us well... i guess?? hahha~ :) and got quite many angpao.. wakkaka~ But this is not the main point of having this friends' journey every year...


this year is indeed different from the previous time.. coz all of us had further studies in diff places and encounter differend cultures, ppl and places. And we shared some experiences... it's so enjoyable to chat with friends together... had fun and find something to play....


and... as usual.. we had lots and lots of photo sessions.... i guess next year we should bring our laptops along so that all of us can transfer photos at once... ahahhha~ :) that's what we did for this year.... with card reader... camera cables... cameras... empty cds... pendrives... blar blar blar~~~ technology advancement make us to be one kind... ekekkke~ :)


here are some photos among the 180photos we took... =.=



sooyee, yuanhui and i


meiee,sooyee,me and dear

at my house...okie.. they sit on the round sofa chair..
luckily didn't collapse into two hemispheres

at sOofei's house.. first self taken group photo
back: "to the left!"
front row: :whatever! we are who we are! haha!"

at my house's garden.. girls vs plants.. who's more mesmerising?? hahaha~
angpao!! $.$" hehehhe~


behind us are the "chun lian"... dear's mum took this photo for us!


at ruixue's house.. yellowish~~

CNY-family version 07

hello ppl~~ how u guys doing?? well... sad to say that.. i'm back to kl ady.. sob~~

anyway... let's not sob bout my return... ^^

let's talk something new~~ ^@^ this year.. i had a very tiring cny... to be more clearly bout this statement... well.. i was back on last friday... sweated like hell.. damn hot and packed at pudu bus station... i was totally WET... for those who know me well... then u should know my sweat glands are very very active... wakakka! okey... then cny eve went back to grandma's house in jb for reunion dinner and i washed plates for HALF AN HOUR!!! =.= i stood there for so long and the plates and bowls.. forever none stopped!! i wonder why... the maid also said i very kesian... mum forced me to... i couldn't help it.. hahah~
indeed the year of piggie!
family portrait


1st day
well.. that day was fun.. managed to meet up every single relative at my mum's family.. neither big nor small the family... so again.. as usual.. photo session.. then we had reunion lunch which cooked by grandma... =) i miss her food so much! sumptuous indeed..! yummy..! Then.... erm... we, the cousins gang was too bored.. so we intented to watch movie in the evening... ^^... and so.. we watched NORBIT at the new cinema... ^^... funny comedy movie... not bad.. but i felt quite meaningless.. jz for u to laugh ur heart out after a long and tiring day... ^^...
my maternal side's family photo

2nd day
well... relatives came to my house... not bad lar... and my sis's friends.... then... had lao sheng dinner with family in kluang...later... we watched the second movie with cousins again... hahaha~"Blood and Chocolate"... i felt this movie was much better~~ at least... it's meaningul love stories... wolf..and human love story... cool!! i love that! :) well... first two days of cny stucked in the theater.. not bad ya.. hahaha~ :)

yu sheng dinner


me and iechii(cousin) at the movie theater...wakakka! randomly taken photo.

3rd day

AGAIN~~~ my grandma, uncle and aunts came to my house... paternal side family(jb).. hehhe~ :) they hardly come to our house every year.. so.. we really appreciate upon their arrival... my little cousins came to... then my sis cooked lunch for them.. hahaha~

relatives had lunch at home
my baby girl.. ahahha~ :) jkjk~~ i've yet to be a mum.. waakakka!

4th day
this is MY DAY! aaahaha~ went to friends house for the whole day then came back for dinner with my grandparents for my maternal side as i were to go back on the fifth day to KL ady... ^^... dad and mum cooked some dishes... i was exhausted.... totally worn out ady~


5th day
well... it's time to drive my family up to kL and let them go for shopping...


6th day
and... they left.... here i am.. posting a piece of junkie crap.. hahaha~ :)


tata!
.....to be continued....

Saturday, February 17

Pre-Cny ceLebratiOn!

hey!! hey!! hey!!
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!
everybody! ^^


wish u guys all the best in this brand new year.... good health... good heart... and all the good good good stuffs are all with everybody!! ^^


anyway.. this is the pre-[post] of my cny (13/2--15/2).. i wanted to blog this few days ago.. but i was very malas and tired... that's why... and 5mins later will be the real cny! haha! =.= real and unreal?? wakakkaka~~~


yup~~ we had lao yu sang at kl home with our friends and housemates... it was fun although i don't really eat that thingy... but.. i jz played with the colourful junks.....*opps!*.. not da junk.. it's the fooD.... *slap my face now*... the elderly always say must talk something good/nice/respectful words during new year.. ekekekkeke~~~~~

then... what else.. ya... sY came to find us on tuesday... then stayed with us for two nites... cooL... it's good to have her around with me... ^^ i enjoyed talking with her... ekkeke~ lotsa things to catch up with her... ^^... this was the second time she visited us~~ well.. this time... i felt quite bad coz nv got the spare time to spend with her... whahha~ coz all of us had mid-term papers.. sob... then she gotta spend some time on her own... *make-yourself-at-home ---that's what i told her* ^^

oh0ooooo!! it's 12.02am now..

HAPPY NEW YEAR once again!!
Look who's here!

~gong xi gong xi~


lao yu sheng

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