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it was a silent Sunday night.
was flipping myself as a frying pan'ed fish on the bed.
apparently was having some sort of insomnia.

no wonder
it did bring an impact on Monday.

and it didn't preserve a good omen.
and it just happened. -.-"

was that a pre-Monday symptom or whoooot?!

it's just not a good beginning.
it's just not.

=(

internal attributor vs. external attributor.

a lot of times, i've been telling myself...
"learn in whatever means coz you may nv get a chance to do so if you miss it"
we learn through experience and criticism which is true and real.

i can pull this through.
i will need to, because i have to.

people are expecting something from me.
i am expecting something from myself.
but things just don't happen in your own way.