M for ME!

Some point in times.

I am afraid.

I am worried.

I am running out of idea.

Sometimes

it's not just about me.

it's really NOT just about me.

the picture is bigger than it seems.

stop.

the emo'ny me. :) smile

R.I.P. Sr. Betilda D' Cruz

Received an email from Sr. Mary, saying that the founder of SMCC, Sr. Betilda D' Cruz had passed away on Monday morning.

Heart was crushed as I read the email. Neither i can say that i am very very close with her, nor i can say that i do not know her at all.

Wish you have better life in the heavenly Home. Always in my prayer *Amen*.

full stop.

i am so done with my research.

a torturing yet delighting 8 months process.

with sweat.

with words.

with public library journey.

with journals and articles flipping.

with worries.

with laptop phobia.

with anticipation.

with procrastination.

everything ends here.

on the 5 Aug.

thank you everyone for helping me out.

you know who you are~ =)

out of sudden, i feel so lethargic.

need a good sleep, without dream by the way.

or probably that abnormal psychology hongki drama “人心解码”

*which had been delayed for... one semester* -.-

a manly friend of mine, stephanie.

in the midst of reporting.

can't stand her serious looking face. -.-

CONGRATULATIONS! IPB PEEPS! :)

I enjoyed this whole research class with u all and those constructive feedbacks we had ! :)) Learning process isn't about selfishness, it's about sharing what we have, with each other. See you guys during our dinner tmr night! =)

emo...

Today is Sunday.
I left Kluang with a heavy heart.
Missing all my dear ones back in Kluang.
Had a great weekend with my friends.
Catch up with long lost friends scattered in Malaysia
It's been long since i had such feeling.

Today, as i boarded into the bus...
I could feel the reluctance in me...
I felt the miss-u feeling in everyone during our gathering...
I felt the love from parents and i wish they can enjoy their lives more...
I know once i am back to uni, tonnes of work are awaiting.
No more time for this and that.

What does the future hold? *wondering*
It's another lap of transition in life.
Hurdles and hurdles of obstacles.
I shall withstand them'al.

I have to be strong.
I have to be persistent.
The oomph shall never ceased.

Walk with me, peeps. =)

shoot up

Internet Explorer always have pop-ups. In life, we have many pop-ups too. How i wished i could block these pop-ups alive.

Everything seems to be in a mess out of the sudden.
Guess i took the wrong attempt to be honest?

Anyway, I still have to go home after a few days.
I miss my family, badly.
I think my family needs me now.

At the same time, I wish to stay here to settle some issues.
Sometimes, it's just hard to balance things up in life.
Caught in dillemma.
Yet still need to be strong. Very strong i supposed?

When you choose A, you just gotta forgo B.
Why can't human be greedy?

It's just hard to keep things the way you want to be.
I guess, it is called challenge.
It's my call now.
Again, i have never ending challenges ahead.

I need support.
Staying strong.
Keeping fingers crossed right now.
Staying happy too.

Mood: low

strange.

At times, it seems like you believe in a person on what he or she does. At times, you just don't. Someone i knew for long, has turned into someone i likely know. Hmm. That's why i said, people vary from one another. It varies from time to time, environment to environment. Maybe after a few loops and turns, i AM the one who change the most? God knows.

Yea. Somehow, i just don't understand anymore. And, the worse part is, i don't feel like knowing anymore. =X If you were to ask me whether it is obnoxious? I would say "no". But rather the feeling of numbness and speechless plus a little bit of disappointment. =X

Yea... Anyway... i m still okie. Just hope everything will go on smoothly. ^^" I am leading a happie life.

A quote to express my feeling of the day:

"Sometimes, it's not the person doesn't care about you

but rather you care herself or himself much much more than they do."

=)

It's Thursday! How time flies! =)

Had physiological psych exam today, i mean, yesterday. =.=" the questions were.... *feel like slapping myself for some stupid answers* sigh. *trying to forget bout it but i jz can't!* the moment i closed my eyes, i'll think about the answers i put. OMG. Coz i answered wrongly for the "sleep" questions. When we enter the stage 3 and stage 4 of sleep, it's called slow wave sleep! i circled deep sleep instead. Yooohoo! How bravo i am! ^^

Went home, slept... no mood... was raining this evening... God was crying for my mistakes. =.="

Out of the blue, went out for a movie with housemates. Hohoho!

The Water Horse!

My rate for it is 4/5.

It was great movie though. ^^ Touching. A bit like the childhood movie Free Willy. Hehe~ Coz the water horse also jumped over the big net. Haha! ^^" A bit similar but much more humurous than F.W.

Overall, it's great! ^^The little monster was cutie! But as it grew bigger and bigger, it indeed looked like a monster. -______-" The characters in the movie also vividly portrayed their roles. =) *which is good* but a bit unrealistic lar. Where got people dipped into the water without breathing for so long one? Haha! ^^"

Anywayzz, it eased my mind afterall. Brought me away from the thought of exam. ^^ I had fun watching it. =) Been watching a lot of great movies recently. Lurve it. Begin to erase the thought of "watching movie is a waste of time" but it still depends very much on my interest towards the movies. ^^ *crap, shut up*

Okie. It's time to get back to reality.

"HAahahahahahha"! @@"

i am off.

miss y'all

i miss my family.

very much.

Providing everything we want.

no matter what.

no matter where.

Never failed to satisfy us in everything.

Though there's always criticism

but from them, we learn.

To them, i love.

To them, i care.

and for them, i pray.

Praying everyone in the family

with great health

with great happiness

I love you.

randomly untitled.

This crazy semester has finally come to

THE END.

at this moment.

at this second.

Well done, people. We've pulled through this disastrous semester.

*gimme 5*

Endless assignments.

Endless activities.

Endless quizzes.

-may you ALL rest in peace-

*smack into pieces by my palm*

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Here comes the FINALS!

Yooohoooo! Hello, Mr. Final!

I'll be with you for another two weeks.

"THIS IS SO GREAT!"