miss y'all

i miss my family.

very much.

Providing everything we want.

no matter what.

no matter where.

Never failed to satisfy us in everything.

Though there's always criticism

but from them, we learn.

To them, i love.

To them, i care.

and for them, i pray.

Praying everyone in the family

with great health

with great happiness

I love you.

Battle

Let the battle begins!!!

EVERYONE GAMBATEH! =)
GOOD LUCK IN OUR FINALS!

off for books now. sigh. horrendous.

another saturday =)

Do you realise that i seldom blog about the activities around me recently? Hehe! Coz i have nothing to blog about. March is a month of assignments and quizzes.

Nevertheless, today is a special day. Or shall i say today is the post-psych-week activity day? Hehe~ We went to the Spastic Centre to donate money and hampers to the disabled. It is something to be proud of because we used up our hard earned money wisely. Those things were originated from our "sweats" and energy throughout the fundraising and car wash and blablabla during Pscyh Week.

All the way, guys! ^^

Heading to the office of Spastic Centre

Group Photo

Have any idea who's our lecturer? Haha.

Oh well, the secret revealed.

Mr. James was presenting the hamper to Ms. Kimberly. =)

These are the things which moved my heart at that moment in the center.

Pictures tell thousands words.

Those pictures really amazed me.

The spastic people really can do what the normal people do.

Therefore, what are u waiting for?

Start our day with a meaningful one and treasure our lives. ^^

Beautiful flowers.

By the disabled people. =)

I love it.

Everyone of us has one of it! =) Goodie!

This is the second time i did charity work here in KL. =) I think it is much more meaningful compare to spending all the money for something else. Anyway, Professional Development class really taught me a lot of things although we really had MANY works/ asssignments to do. -_-" which i feel, i've been doing PD work throughout the semester. -_-" even my roommate also said that. ==" eh-hem. At times, we really did not follow all those professional rules, but at least, i have learned to be more profesional, i mean, to uphold the professionalism in certain perspective as a team committee. =)

Anywayzzz, speaking of the Spastic Centre, it's a pity that we couldn't meet those spastic kids or adults because it was a saturday. No one was there except those volunteers and officers. However, we offered them some help. Hehe! They needed us to sort those donation money out from the tins they collected from the public and schools. =) So, here we counted! So much of money (rm1) and cents! The sound was like... "ding, ding ding ding" in our brain and the notes were flipping and snapping in our palms. -_-" First time seeing a plastic bag filled with money. HEAVY. @@" okie... i m suagu. ==" Forgive me. =)

the guys were busying opened the tins with a can-opener. -_-"

Kean Hao (black shirt) was sweating all the way. Haha!

Money sorting and counting.

Still can be so happy to see those money which don't belong to us. -_-"

Then, we headed to Midvalley. Initially, our plan was to go Spastic Center--> MidV (lunch)--> Postgraduate Fair. BUT! Haha! After we had lunch, we went home ady. Too tired because we woke up early without a good sleep coz of asssignment. Not interested in the fair anymore since my friends said there were not much information. =/

Flying Chillies Thai Restaurant. However, I think it's more like flying money. ==" Food was delicious but our pockets weren't. Luckily it was a treat from Psych Week.
All of us. hehe. Taken after makan. =)

Reached home. Spent my whole day outside. Haha! Final project touched up. SLEEP like nobody's business and continue with my project which dued at 12am today (just now).

Finally. I am so done with this semester! Yoooohoooo! =)

randomly untitled.

This crazy semester has finally come to

THE END.

at this moment.

at this second.

Well done, people. We've pulled through this disastrous semester.

*gimme 5*

Endless assignments.

Endless activities.

Endless quizzes.

-may you ALL rest in peace-

*smack into pieces by my palm*

*******************************************************

Here comes the FINALS!

Yooohoooo! Hello, Mr. Final!

I'll be with you for another two weeks.

"THIS IS SO GREAT!"

=) or =(

Sometimes, it's just so amusing how technology advancement can lead us to another world~ =) Can't imagine the world after ten years from now.

Most probably, we just blink our eyes then our thoughts will appear in front of the screen. Or maybe, our brain can bluetooth, or redtooth or yellowtooth to another side of the world. Who knows? Great. So much of invention. =)

All these progession will only spoil human further.

Maybe we really need to rest a while.

So, Mr. Earth, can you stop rotating? Hehehe!

At this second, i just thought that

technology is a disaster. ^^

hohoho! =)

People, take a rest.

*The earth is full. Go home."

i find this quote very interesting. Thought of sharing with u guys here. =)

back to childhood for 15 mins =)

Hehe~ As i've said in the previous blog, i was going to have breakfast with my couziz and sis. =) yeah. We did. Hehe~ It's enjoyable to eat breakfast with them as we've not seen each other for quite long. Hehe~ ^^"

JJ drove us around this morning. Had Tangkak beef noodles as breakfast. Heavy. Ya. Very heavy but all of us yearned to crave it. Hohoho! ^^ Luckily my family members eat beef. Heavenly! Yooohoo!

Okie. Straight to the point. After the breakfast, there was still some time for me to catch a bus, therefore, JJ drove us around the town and stopped at the park where we hung out often during our childhood. Haha! Nostalgic! ^^ Four of us, ended up sitting on the seasaw. -_____-" watching the kids played the slides which can't accomodate us anymore. Haha! Had fun swinging around. =) It lasted for 15 mins for us to wonder around the park. -_-" For godsake, we're almost an adult ady~ Haha! But who cares right? As long as we're happie! Hohohoho! TOo bad ChiiChii is not with us. Or else it'll be damn funny with her presence. =) I miss hanging out with my cousins and all the trips we had together as a big family. hehe!

Pictures time!

*slap*

all of us were so in sleepy mode. Haha!

See our eye bags. @@"

This symbolizes EARLY morning!

JJ my man! =)

My sister =)

Me. XD

PengPeng =)

I just lurvvve this.

The Territory =)

It's just so sweet that u can sit in front of the home desktop and blog your heart out. Yes, once again, i am home. =) I am home for less than 48hours. Erm... approximately 32hours as we counted in the bus. I love to go home. I miss my family.

Along the journey back to Kluang, i gotta see very very beautiful stars through the bus window~ Really beautiful. Sparkling in the deep blue background. There was one biggest silver blue'ish star hanging up high. Omgoodness. Really wonderful! Can u imagine? Up above the sky, there are hundreds of stars~ Down on the earth, there are lots of trees and grasses/bushes. Sometimes, it's enjoyable enough to view the beauty of the nature when you are "lost" in some ways. Apparently, I can't really see stars, i mean, a radiant star up above KL sky. -_-" i jz wonder why. This is the second time i gotta see such a great night scene along the way back. But this time was with Mei. Haha~ Kept on pestering her to see the stars. She must be -_-" sweatzz.

Anyway, it's just great that i can be resting at home for a while by neglecting the workload and quizzes i will be having next week. Nowadays, whenever i feel stressful or feel like wanna run away from things, i'll head on to my home. Haha~ Wonder that's a positive or negative sign of mine. ^^

Going back tmr morning. Sigh. How i wished i can stay for few days more. Will be having breakfast with my cousins and sis before i leave. Yoohooo! Can't wait for tmr's breakfast. Hehe! See u guys around.

yoooooohooooo!

Do not underestimate the subjects which have no final examination. Somehow, it will just drive us up to the wall. Positively saying, we are learning something from the assignments. Negatively saying, we are just so lack of time in handling all these homework and all the stressors towards the end of semester.

Guiness sHanNa's record:

4 major assignments + 1 presentation due in a week. One final research will be due next week.

Yoooohoooo! :)

But i am not really a procrastinator because i do not dare to do so.

Thus, I left 1/2 assignment and 1 presentation to go for this week. ^^

All the best. =="

insomnia nights

I am depriving from sleep. =="

God, please grant me sleep spirit. =(

I wonder whether my brain activity is having a severe prob or what, i just can't get into a beautiful sleep whenever i lie down on my spongy bed. Arghhh!!

In the end, i ended up having red sassy blood vessel'ish eyes. ==" Just like today.

You know what? I think this is due to stress. Yes. I am stressed over a lot of things. I have too many things to think of. The main culprit is assignment. Plus some of the emotional and mentally struggles. Haha! Sounded serious, but hey, i am cool. I just dreamed of some of my coursemates and lecturers during the sleep. Dreaming of my hp being spoiled without a reason. But hey, i am still cool with it. @@" Sleeping with dreams = awake.

Oh, well, that's just insomnia.

Officially pandanana now.

hohoho!

But i had a short nap just now. With dreams too. Haha~ Sleep? No sleep?Arghhhh!!! i don't like the situation now. I need a robot to help me out with my daily lives. Haha! Will be even better if it can help me complete my assignment. 50% will do. Haha! Okie.. i-am-dreaming-again.

This blog of mine really filled with sarcasm. Haha! I like!

eustress and distress

I've been having lots of great time from friday to saturday~ kinda miss those happy moments i had with everyone around me. =) Makan, movie, shopping. Haha! ^^

However, thunder is coming before the storm. ==" i am so afraid of next week and the week after due to the deadlines of all the assignments. =( scary. In addition to that, badminton tournament will commence next week. ==" Just pray that i can perform well on that day. Hehe! ^^ Kinda looking forward to hold the racquet in the competition. =) It's been long since i had badminton game. Hehe!

Okie. It's time to get back to my assignments. =(

BYEEEEEE....ppl~

quality time

hey guys! ^^ good morning! hehe~ i cannot sleep. Must be that stupid teh tarik kurang manis i had just now. =)

Anyway, had a great night out with my coursemates today sitting at the mamak. Hanging out with them and laughing my heart out. =D Hehe~ They are real funny and approachable although they are one sem elder than me. Haha! ^^"

Spending time with friends is crucial (Yuki, 2008). <--- doing citation. Eh-hem. This is a sign of pre and post assignment syndrome. Haha! Anyway~~~~he said, we really need to know how to manage the time well and divide it properly according to different agendas in life. Yup. His preaching was good. Haha! ^^" thanks for your words. Therefore, all of us dragged out by him out of the blue. O.o" A casual hang out really can enhance your understanding towards certain friends. =) Feel great. ^^

Anyway, hmmmm.... well, i guess that's all about it?
Cya! ^^"

break!FAST!

Well, today we woke up early to have breakfast. Haha! =)

Early means 7am.

In order to maintain healthy lifestyle, you just gotta complete your 3 crucial meal each day. Right? Therefore, wake up early to have breakfast is good for our health. *crap*

Haha! ^^

Heard the scratchy noise from the kitchen while going down the staircase, it flashed some secondary school's memory for me when i was at home during that moment of time. Haha~ Mum and dad are always the earliest to get up and get ready for breakfast while i am always the who can enjoy breakfast without worry. Haha! At times, i couldn't really enjoy my breakfast because i was physically awake but mentally asleep. ==" Haha!

This morning is indeed a great start for today! Thank you mei and kwang. Not forget to mention Joan who accompanied us as well. ^^" Crapping in the morning is fun as well! ^^

May you be well and happie! =)

Have a great day!

something to share

The opposite of love isn't hate- it's indifference.

If you hate me, that means you still care. =D

actually

actually, there're a lot of things which i am so yearned to do.

I would love to blog for the whole day.
I would love to play piano throughout the day.
I would love to hang out with friends everytime.
I would love to enjoy my meal to the finest.
I would love to exercise more and more.
I would love to spend more time with my family.
I would love to relax.

BUT~
why can't i do that?
i am so confused.
Confusion arises in term of hectic life. Endless work. Endless problem. Endless multiple choice questions in life. Haha!

ok. i am nuts.

exhaution level shot up!

Been back for a day.

What's up for today?

0730-woke up / slept/ woke up/ bathed/ baju'ing

1030-went to EDEN

1100-started shooting

1300-lunch

1400-shooting continued

1600-interview session with paul

1800-mission accomplished. i mean, 40% done.

1900-dinner

2000-car ride with my family

2130-fall asleep like an old being

2200-WOKE UP!

now- in front of my good friend lappy~

oh my...it was packed for today. I seriously need a good rest man! =( Therefore, when i lied down at the sofa, i fell asleep within 10mins. I could still hear the whisper from my mum saying that, "wow, ur daughter is really tired today." -_____-"

So, question arises. Did i really sleep? Well... i am wondering too. ^^"

Anyway, Eden has changed a lot within these few months. Happie for them~ ^^ I am very grateful that they helped us out for this documentary. ^^ Well, speaking of video, me and kwang are actually doing our assignment regarding counseling. =) Paul (the main character) gave us a lot of ideas throughout the video. Thank you so much. Special thanks to Eden friends who helped us out today. =) Especially AnAn. ^^

It was a fruitful day but i am demanding for a day rest!

Way to go.......... way to go man....... i have to be perserverant! *meditating*

i am marching in the month of march

MARCH

a month of due dates.

a month of high blood pressure.

a month of hair fall syndrome.

a month of nerve-breaking and cell dead period.

Wish everyone has a great March!

i am so so sarcastic.

hohoho!

Merry March'ie!

asking a question

i wouldn't understand how you feel, what you think, unless you tell me.

Powerful sentence.

But do you dare to ask?

I DARE YOU!

Good Place. Good Food.

It started off with dinner near the hill at Taman Saga. Keei's idea was great. I mean, the food was good. Delicious and yummy. Not bad! However, the restaurant's image wasn't that romantic compare to those posh western restaurant with great ambience. Due to the geographical factor, it somehow less rewarding than the rest. But, the food was great. The drink is cheap. The scenery was great coz it's up the hill =). These are more than enuff for us! ^^ I had Special Saga Chicken (chicken + cheese + ham). Picture later. Hehe~ ^^ The whole row of the stalls are mamak but the place we went was the one and only for western food. Hehe~ =) Thanks Keei for bringing us here and there.

-some of us-

after dinner, crapping around.

my dinner! ^^

it's nice~ especially the salad. Wow!

Later on, due to the bloated stomach, we were thinking where to head to so that we could have a healthier digestion approach. Haha! There we go! We went to Putrajaya. Haha~ Thought of finding a park or dataran to go. Hehe~ =) Putrajaya... wow! Spectacular view! I like! Especially the lights and bulbs. Wow~ Thousands and thousands of lights were lid. This is the first time i went to Putrajaya during night time. With friends somemore. ^^ Purpose: snap pics! opPs! Some of my housemates followed as well and we took a lot of family photos. Haha! Not forget to mention about my psych-gang ppl. Hehe~ As crazy as we are. Simply only... sitting in front of the big tar road and taking pics like nobody's business. =.=" but i had a lot a lot of fun to be with them. Haha. Laughters all the way~ =)

Can see the dimmed light?

It actually surrounds a building... like an UFO. ^^

some sort of taman. Couples are suitable to be here.

But if meet with any robber, it's none of my business. Haha!

Coz it was too quiet. ^^

Spectacular! Donno its' name lar. Oops!

It has another twin bro at the other side.

Behind us is PM's residence. All the UCSI'ians.

~Psychotic ppl~

My fav photo~ =)

My family~ ^^

All the gurls~ =)

I really had a great night! ^^

More photos will be up soon... they're all with my friends... ^^

Over

Psych-Week has finally over. Everybody can take a deep breath and charge forward on those endless assignments....again....~ ^^"

A few thoughts on Psych Week:

Personally, i feel that Psych Week indeed let us learned a lot, especially towards our friends and school management. What i can say about our sch management is... terrible... they don't have a proper management of all the events though they have a lot of articulate procedures for us to follow and make any application. They could even lose our proposal and without calling us last min. So much FUN with them around~ made us go cockoo here and there, rushing like mad dogs.

Despite of all the mother stories of our sch, well, i feel that friends and teamwork are another issue throughout this project. Sigh. 30% isn't that easy to gain. In fact, i don't think we deserve 30% full based on our performances. I myself made mistakes as well. Pin-pointing ppl is so not a good thing to do. Talking without an action is a sin as well. I don't like ppl ordering others to do and washing their hands off like tat. It is so an irresponsible act. Hmmm... shouting or yelling at people also very disrespectful. What i wanna say here is... please treat everybody nicely and try to fulfil all the responsibilities. Most importantly, respect is a MUST... Let everyone finishes his/her conversation before cutting the line. Just wait a few seconds, is that very hard to do? Listening is very important.

Overall, I feel, Psych Week let us grow a lot. It made us see some of the true faces of friends and it made us see who are those angels who diligently sarcrifised their time and energy. Most of us really did well, i can say. Although there're a lot UPs and DOWNs for these two months, but i will remember it always. Result is not the best thing to view, but processes are. Spending time with friends all day long somehow made me feel a sense of belonging as a team. I'll reflect on everything i've done before this coming Monday evaluation meeting. Hope everything will go on smoothly during the evaluation with Mr.James.

Psychology Week

Psych Week is officially opened! ^^

We had a short and sweet opening ceremony according to the VIPs' comments, which i take it as a compliment. Hehe~ Glad that we had positive feedbacks from them. ^^" Thanks guys for helping me out during Psych Week opening. Hehe~ Special big thank to logistic team. ^^"

Ppl, please support Psych Week ya! The events are rolling throughout the week until 21st Feb. Hehe~ =)

the hall setting before Opening Ceremony starts.

Cutting the ribbon~ ^^"

The class of Professional Development.