me

i am at the stage where COMMITMENT comes in naturally...

i like commitment, in fact, i can be SO INTO something when i am hooking on it...

and i will just forgo it when i don't think it's necessary...

what we need is to achieve and to hold our responsibility towards ourselves as well as the others...

yeap...

being neglected and neglect the other is a two ways ticket...
if u happen to feel the same way too... just smile and let it go...
ya... what i mean was... selective memory lost...
that's all.. =)

*bluek* =p

that's it!
i'm going home on this friday!!!!!!!!!!!! =)
i've screwed enough for this whole 1.5 months here....
Sayonara!

Crave for Satay? =p

sF and rX came to find us last night... well then, we went to explore Kajang and eat the famous satay there. Well, what can i say? it's indeed famous... coz... there's a "Plaza Satay" which was 3storeys high. -__-" and the atmosphere there was indeed "sateyish"~ and there's an area where u could see the workers were bbq'ing the satay... there's a glass covered that area so that it won't be so smoky... *no use, it's still smokey* =)

Anyway, pics can tell a thousands words... here u go~

i find this pic vr classic.. haaha!

it's the order list which came along with the satays

A-ayam-15

IK-ikan-10

D-daging lembu-10

yup~ there's even fish satay~

taste delicious and u can feel the tenderness of the fish once u hv a bite

YUPPIE!

satay is here!

clockwise: beef, chicken and fish(hidden)

Chicken tasted the best!!

beef was too hard to chew~

well, fish... as i said, it was kinda special...

the so called side dishes~ketupat with cucumber and

bowls and bowls of kacang sauce! plus a special made chili sauce~

taste Malaysia'ish~

yeap~ 3 of us again!

before the satay came~

hehehe~ 3 of us...kwang and mei~

sF said the Milo was too sweet

so.. ppl... don't order Milo next time u go, k?^^

i donno what were Mei and kwang doing.

candid! =)

well, what can u say bout me?

scary right?

i feel my eye balls are going to fall in any min~ hahaa!

this girl

jz recovered from flu and fever

dare to eat up until 10 satays!

bravo!!!!!

conclusion: friday is the best!

Quick Update!

okie..
there's nth for me to write recently,
so... i've came out with this idea...
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.... let's seeeeeee....

OUR FAMILY HAS STARTED CATERING SERVICE

FROM A RESTAURANT~~

^and it has lotsa dishes in a packet^

^until u donno how to get it started^

*well, who cares?*
*duuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuttt*
=the end=

precisely~

the one who love you most

will be

the one who hurt you most

stranger is jz nothing

fatique.memorable.

hey guys... jz came back from the camp...

first of all, i would like to say... THE CAMP--->SUPERB!

let's summarise my thoughts throughout the whole camp:

1. we are the one who adapt the environment, not the environment adapts us...

2. failure is always the beginning of every path...

3. trust and believe are the foundation of a team...

4. team spirit is crucial. i was really touched by the way Psychosis 8 supported me as their group leader. *psychosis 8!! OHMMM!* <--our cheer~ extract from 3oo. -___-"

5. it's okie to cry, let it be females, or males...

6. being protective isn't always right for one's maturation process

7. clarifying isn't important, but listening is.

8. fun can come in any perspective. Sleeping in dorm can be enjoyable... playing in the river was memorable... sweating and panting like a bull can be fun too!

9. physical size wouldn't be a barrier towards the obstacles~ i'm proud to say that i've passed and conquered the obstacles quests... =)... weeeeeeeee~

10. camp is always a time to bond with each other.

11. don't judge the book by its' cover. I won't disclose who am i refering to. ^^

12. every hurt and injury was paid off throughout the camp.

13. don't be afraid of every step u take. Be confident.

14. when u're hungry, everything seems to be damn delicious. A cup of teh-tarik which looked like the bathroom tank air keruh can hydrate our body... chicken which as hard as a rock was... still edible. o.O"

15. Camp isn't solely for playing and relaxing, it is a chance for u to be motivated and undergo the hardships as a participant- just as the role of a society... expanding and showing the talent and leaderships within us.

16. Encouragement from everyone was taken whole-heartedly from me.

17. Critisism and contructive feedback is needed for us to improve.

18. Open minded and think +ve is one of the ways to obtain a better achievement.

pics will be up soon.

well...

isn't it just beautiful?

i'm in the process of finding this.... =)

*sob* i wish i was just bought that when i saw it last time in bP... *hitting up my chest now* i want back my treble clef~~~~

hmmmmm...

this is what i need to do now.

superb!!!

jz got back from UCSI Alumni Annual Music Concert...

two words to describe the performances---> AMAZING~! MARVELLOUS!!!

omg... first time in my life... i'm stunned over the music... gosh... it's unexplainable... the music, the orchestra, the choir... =) simply perfect!!... and rm20 is too cheap for this man~~~

the stage setting... can't really see...

I'm amazed by the work of all the students... u can see how committed they were through their performances... the vibes! the energy!! and ... most importantly, the passion for music... gosh.. i feel i'm so tiny compare to them... my passion of music is not to the level of theirs yet... but still... i'm touched by some of the performances. Every audience was paying attention... cool!

this is more like a super star concert rite? ahha~no... it's actually the light effect~*okie... i know my hp's quality*

And we've recorded down the music they played... too bad... my photo shooting turned out to be a disaster... u know lar... 7610 phone... what u expect? hahah~ *wink* nvm... it will be stored in my long term memory... ehhehehe~ :)
And... physical impairment isn't the barrier for music leaner... there's a musician with 40%hearing ability can still be playing like the butterfly... u can see how graceful he is... man.... i'm nth compare to him man... salute his courage and passion... and... he's suave man! ^^"

Anyway... i'll be back next year~~ looking forward to next year music event... and i can proudly say that... ucsi school of music really moulded lots of talented musicians... ^^

this guy... was playing harmonica

very talented~

he's the white prince of the night~

and he can play harmonica and piano at the same time!

using both hands! -.-" shiok!

jadi half day teman

Today after class, i had lunch with missy porky. And... i had a not-so-delicious yet edible spaghetti set lunch. Hmmm... okie lar... doesn't matter. As long as it's not rice then can ady! weeee! :) Didn't manage to take a nice shot from it. Haha~ And i suddenly thought of the gross pics which shown by Mr.James today... made me feel nauseous while eating the creamy spag. Teruk lecturer~~~ all the STD pics were shown.... *don't ever imagine, it will totally spoil ur appetite, believe me....*

Erm, then went to Giant to acc her to buy camp's necessities. Hurray! Psych students are goin for training camp!! yeah! Hmmm... -.-" back to the topic, she went in and out of the fitting room for more than... erm... 4times, i think. Haha~ =) nvm.. i'm patient enuff. Luckily it's very cooling inside after the hot weather exposure. Sh*t man. It's jz so hot today. -__-" Then later, out of the blue, we had rootbeer from A&W! Kill the heat! It's been ages since i had rootbeer ady. A sip of it will bring the very childhoodlike feeling. What da?? Okie... i was drinking with budak kecik anyway. *bleh* =p

Hohoho! And... out of the blue again, we went to cut hair. However, in the end, ended up she cut alone. Haha! Coz i feel the price was over my hair-budget. Haha~ jangan main main, my hair has budget one u know. Hehe~ 35 bucks for my hair? ARE YOU NUTS???? Anyway, i lepak-lepak alone in MPH and i've browsed some self-help books. If i were rich, i intend to collect all the self-help books man! I feel this kinda books are really my cup of tea! I LOVE THEM! Touching and motivated! ^^ good!

And so... we went home... hooooh... the whole afternoon had gone! Poooof! Just like this! Isn't time easy to be wasted? Haha~ However, we had fun! -________-""

i know porky is so-goin to kill me, but... let's see the new hairstyle of hers! ahhahah! The shortie hair of porky! o.O" *but seriously, u look just fine! okie... don't get tamparan besar man!" Cheers!

that's all bout it.

An interesting pic i've got from my friendster testimonial, sent by my lovely roommate Mei. And btw, Mei is coming back soon! Indicates that her disastrous life is going to begin in few days time! 2nd year. Weeeeeeeee! Got someone to teman me at last. I've been staying so mouldy'ly in this square room all by myself for this one month plus. Omg. But now, with her presence, maybe i'll feel a little bit unusual. Haha! ^^ But i will like it as long as there's a soul talking to me in the room. Not that kinda soul.

the moral of the story:

FRIENDS MAY NOT BE ABLE TO PULL YOU UP,

BUT...

THEY WILL STILL THINK OF WAYS NOT TO LET U FALL.

balance

A balance should be achieved no matter what we do. Same goes to parents and children. Today i had a very meaningful lifespan development lecture. ^^ We all were discussing how to deal with the conflicts btw both parties in a family. BN vs. PAS. Haha! No lar~~~ ^^ jkjk~ In fact, family nowadays really have lotsa conflicts or arguements between the children and parents. Hmmm... porky said, we can't always blame the parents for not taking care of the child, but children must also understand parents' situation. Yes. I agree with it. ^^ Sometimes, kids are jz too rebellious until parents o.O" They are jz too smart. Whose fault now? must be the milk powder! Luckily, my family achieves a balance in btw.Because during our time, my milk powder was jz a normal one for kids. Haha. I'm lucky enuff to have a considerate family. Although we went through a lot of huuuh-haaah in the family when i was a teenager, but i bet it has tighten our kinship indirectly. Whatever it is, honesty is very crucial. Hmmm... don't lie to our parents *but sometimes white lies do help* *muahahaha* Always know the boundary behind a lie. That's very important.

I sms'ed my sis and told her what i've learnt in class. I asked her to be more understanding and clear the gap between she and my mum. Due do the sama-sama characteristics they posses, they tend to fight. I mean, argue... hahah! So, sis, if u're reading this, please take my sms seriously. Family is very very important to us. You'll understand it one day. Believe me. ^^ Now, u're undergo this stage of life when everyone has gone through. So, be more tolerant. ^^" U promise me u'll do it. So, let's jz go with the flow, okie? ^^ Hohoho~ i know u love mum and dad just as i do. ^^ Weeeeee! When u're out of the house and pursue ur studies, u'll have more homesick than me. Hahaha~ And....i'm having homesick now man! Miss u guys much!

All in all, to me, family and friends always come first. Cherish and appreciate what u have now. Because u'll nv knew when ur loved ones will be poooof one day. *touch wood*

something in mandarin

刚看了个朋友的部落。。。有点感觉。。。

想打打华语。。让那些不会看华语的人在电脑前跳！

哈哈！我应该是有问题了。。呵呵~

嗯。。。刚才的部落。。。是很有感触咯。。。

我自己。。。明明就是个很好玩的人。。。

但却害怕自己孤单寂寞的时候。。。

我讨厌安静。。。

我喜欢繁忙充实的日子。。。

我喜欢有人陪。。。我也喜欢陪别人。。。

一片寂静。。。应该是每个好玩人的忌吧？嗯。。。。

还是只有我这只怪物？

Live Life Well

Life can be very fragile.
Last night, as i was browsing through the Star e-news, hmm... there's a report entitled "Half of Heart Patients Died while on Waiting List". It is sad to read the news of this topic. Lots of Malaysian are dying due to heart diseases. Hmmm... heart is the motor of our life. Without this motor, there's no more life for us! Byebye! :S

Despite the wide publicity to promote organ donation in few years back and the increasing number of people pledging their organs, the number of actual heart donors still remains few. U know what? Sometimes i jz hope that i can sign the consent form to be the organ donor. I've asked my parents once, but they disagree with me. But think bout it, there're many patients out there who desperately needed this help. Why not? If *touch wood* u're gone one day, u won't be able to bring anything with u anymore. Why not we gv to the needy? Hmmm... dillemma. Ya... it's the norm of self-interest again.... it's so within us until we cannot realise that human is actually selfish in one way or another.

People.... stretch out ur hands and help the people who need us... maybe one day, u'll need them too... Spread the love~~~~

here i am... again!

okie.... once again... i went to sunway lagoon... -___-" but this time round, we went there free! Coz we got big sponsor! Whohohoho! Guess who? She's nevertheless, Ms. Porky Tan! ahha! ^^ It's her b'day last week and she wanted to belanja us to go. At first, there're 8 ppl but in the end.... tuuuuuuuuuuuuut~ Left 5 kesian kitten... although 5ive is my favourite number all these while but i want more ppl to go man! ^^

part of the view from above.

50 bucks for u to get closer into the heaven door. Wanna try?
This time was a bit special~ B..e...c.a..u.s.e...... WE'RE GOIN TO BE A STAR! hahaha! NTV7 team was shooting a magic show and the team invited us to be the audiences. Haha! Why not? And so, we went...! At first, it was some sort of cheating tv magic. Haha! But we still hv to pretend to be surprised. very surprised. haha! The second magic was the real one. The handsome magician tried to alter the steel fork's shape. pics will be up later. Hmm... after the show has finished, we thought of cabut'ing and continue with our play. Nv thought the director asked us to gv some comments. -__-" and... the dumbo 5 of us... commented in front of the camera and these are what we said---> "wooow! it's awesome! Fantastic! Magical! Very surprising! He even can eat up the stone!" F.A.K.E.! hahah!Stay tune in NTV7 around september. 8.30pm. Haha! We're on tv! weeeeeeeeeeee! *this is something new*

this is the magician! and what we're pointing was the fork he bent!

using magic, he altered it into this! :p
Okie... get on with our business. The guys went to the 360 degree pirate ship i told last time. And i can feel my heart was so-out-of-place for them. Scary man! They're in the sky! o.O" They said their blood could hardly moved in the brain. Hahah! No time to flow coz it was upside down. Me and porky were like...OMG~~ no eye to see them hanging in the air! ahha!
What else? Hmmm... the rotating cup... they're nuts man! I could feel that i was flying when i sat on it. Very the powerful they rotated that sterling! And... once it stopped, 5 of us were--> O.o" and took 5 seconds to catch a breathe and tried not to look around! Siao man! -__-" Luckily all of us were still okie after that. *puke*

Not enuff of pusing? Come! I'll help u!

See what william did to yoketeng. 0.O"

Later, we walked on the suspension bridge. -__-" 428m. Long and winded stretched bridge. However, the pics on the bridge were the funniest! -__-"" really mou lek when i look at those stupid pics. But... it's really lethargic to walk on it. Very the tiring~ :) But windy! I like!

i like this pic a lot

seems like they wanna jump down from here rather than hanging on there!

Porky and i Then, of course, playing water! :) Soaking in the water was really cool~ Coz the weather was hot man! And... some funny moment... uncle william slided down without waiting for us and the instructor. Then we're like---> "William! Don't gooooooo.....!" ahhaha~ And he's like.." whatever! bye! i'm sliding down!" Again.. we o.O"! And william and porky got the same birth mark on their right hand. *wounds* Play too hard ady lar... ahhaa! ^^"

Showtime!

first group photo taken

okie.. this is stupid, i know.

Haha~ But i have fun!

before the ride of roller coaster.
this is colourful~

we couldn't ride this bike. So, jz pretending.

scholar rock exhibition hall

Departing. Tired. Happy. No energy ady.

blog dedication to sooyee

HaPPy 21st BirthdaY!!!

sooyee!

happy birthday to you

happy birthday to you

happy birthday to soo yee...

happy birthday to you!
祝你生日快乐！

祝你生日快乐！

祝你生日快。。乐。。

祝你生日快乐！

Wish you have a lovely and unforgettable birthday yoh! Hope u will hv a smooth sailing brand new year! yeah! all the best~ must stay happie ya! Miss you~ ^^

Loves, Na.