Yesterday & Today

YESTERDAY

Someone thought i'll be blogging about last night's getaway. Haha!

Well, it just so happened that i have penny of thoughts rushing in my mind and i posted a heavy blog of mine.

And yes, i had a fantastic night yesterday. =)

Thanks to Hui Ru and Kwang.

Especially HR, for dragging me out and destressing me at mamak.

Turned out, i had insomnia. Rolling on the bed until 4am++. Haha!

For those words we've shared. I thank you.

Endless bird talks. I guess, if i were not tell them to stop, i wonder will they stop.

Thanks, HR. *hugs*

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TODAY

Insomnia + early 8am meeting. How interesting is that?

Psychology Club last meeting and handover of jobs.

Feeling rather heavy to see my thick red ring file being handed over to the new committee (not that heavy eyes la). Well, I just miss the files being placed right beside my lil table. For once in my life, this is the most memorable secretariat job i ever had in the team. :) Let's imagine, at times, i'll flip through those minutes and fantasize our club which grows tremendously within not even a year of time. I am just blessed with talented friends around, who shared and be learned.

Nitia was even mentioning to us that, "Remember we discussed about the establishment of the club at ground floor last time? Sitting on the sofa chair of UCSI, time passed by so fast..."

*recalling those hardships, it's never easy to come to this point*

We all need to let go. Hehe. :)

Looking forward to our farewell dinner! ^^ Weee!

Life is about giving and receiving.

It's always a mutual two-ways ticket.

We've been giving our effort out, now, it's time to receive something from the new team. All the best, my friends! :)

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How can we miss out pictures right?!

Presidency.

Aple & Nitia (Out-going)

ShueLing & Joanne (In-coming)

Secretariat Team.

Membership Team + Treasury

Speakers Team

Presidency + PR

nananana...Out! ^^

full stop.

Party's OVER!
It's time to strive! :)
It's time to sweep off my craziness!
It's time to pack my mixed feeling to each pigeon hole.
Lots of things awaiting...
Lots of issues are pending...
yoooohooooo...

lovely.

Wake me up when September ends =)

This is a song's title.

I would say a memorable song by Green Day. Hehe!

It was kinda famous back in high school time.

My classmates used to sing that song.

A compilation of ups and downs in this piece of music.

September.

Another disastrous month.

Trying not to make my imagination goes wild. Sigh.

Kinda stressed up a little after four days of classes.

Have u ever eaten sardin before?

Yea... basically, my September will be just like the canned sardin. @_@" The normal sardin is filled with tomato sauce/chilli sauce. But mine, it's filled with assignments, endless meetings, endless activities, multiple commitments and responsibilities. Hmmm...so, wake me up when september ends. =X How i wished to flip the calender faster than i could.

Sister Mary used to say, "May God be with you."

We replied, "and also with you."

It applies in this circumstance.

and i smiled.

i need motivation.

What matters the most?

Quality

The numbers of thing you have

doesn't correlate with the value you possess.

Support?

Any protest?

=)

coffee

Drinking coffee has not been my cup of coffee. =D Make sense? Yes.

I am not a caffeine drinker. I love milo. I wonder when did i start to drink coffee. I guess, it's all due to last semester. Plenty of activities and meetings which tired myself to the core. Therefore, i had coffee. And now, somehow rather, i do need coffee still. -_-" Hmmm...

I told my dad last Sat that i need Nescafe 3in1, he's like...wow! Since when u like coffee? Hmmm... then i told him i'm on coffee medication to keep me awake if i am busy. -_-"

And yea... i had coffee jz now.

Sometimes, i just don't feel like taking coffee.

It is bitter. It makes me feel sucks.

I don't wish to be like that either.

spiritual love <3

Living up until this point... *as if i'm very very old*... i doubt my spiritual love.
Seeing my friends growing spiritually makes me think deeper.

I mean, not to say what, i'm someone who used to involve in quite a number of activities in regard to religion, Christianity to be specific, however, it didn't bring me much impact in life. From kindergarten to secondary school, i attended christian based schools. I also wonder why the impact wasn't deeply moulded in me. Hmmm... but in Convent school, it was more influential because i mixed quite a lot with all the sisters. =) They are kind, they are still do... the other day, i read The Star and i saw Sr. Mary-my ex-principal. I miss her. She's still the same old her.

Maybe i am just lack of sincerity and soul. I do not like the method of preaching but i do believe they are cultivating good teaching. It depends on each individual's thought and mindset. Maybe i have something wrong in me... haha! =D

Hmmm... i do wish i'm growing spiritually as well.
Someday... somewhere...somehow...

thought of the day

When what we have is taken away, we’ll just start to appreciate what we once had.

Yea. So true and real. =X

i agree no more with it...

How about u guys?

main lead

No doubt, we are always the main lead of our own life.
However, looking back all those scenes in life...
Who are the one who really accompany u along this journey?
Who are the one who make u shine?

No man is an island.
Living in the house, i have family members.
Living in the social circle, i have friends.

I am thankful. =)
For those who accompany me along the way.
For those who help me when i am in need.
For those who listen to me when i m down.
For those who cheer for me when i m on the way to war.
For those who support me financially. ^^
For those who brighten up my days with their jokes.

All of you have made me a better person.
*though i'm not the best, but i m trying to be better one each day*

May everyone be well and happy. =)
Thank you for everything. ^^

what's in my mind now

Be Responsible.

This is a value which i keep reminding to myself.

No matter how hard it is,

No matter how busy i am,

I still want to be the responsible girl towards myself,

my clubs and my everything.

We walk the talk, not talk the walk.

Please bear in mind that.

Sunday

Sunday is always a carefree day for everyone. =) Despite of having monday blues, we should always appreciate our sundays first. Right? =)

Sunday is a day when you can sleep like nobody's business. For those who deprive from sleep, i guess you'll definately enjoy this day to the core. ^^ And, of course, i slept in the cycle of 8 hours berpuas-puas today. These few days, i've been sleeping quite early. As in, before 1am. ^^ Happie! Coz a sufficient sleep will brighten up your days and heal your headache.

Well, besides sleeping, Sunday is also a day for family and friends. =) Too bad, i'm not at home. Therefore, i can just acc my housemates instead of my families. Hehe! I miss my family. Going home soon too! Can't wait to have breakfast with my dad and mum~ I bet they miss me! WOoohooo! =) I miss u.

Sunday, too, is a day for our own. Some private time. Isolating ourselves from the hustle bustle environment. Away from tasks, but not all. Coz gotta catch up with notes and assignms. Erm. Anyway, at least, we have sometime for our own. Right? ^^"

Sometimes, i do need some mins for my own.

To think. Reflect. Edit. Change.

time fades everything.

Sometimes, i just need the definition of CARE and FRIEND.

Don't judge people for not caring one another. External factors count. If you think there's so many people do not care, then i can say, you are just so wrong about it. A little sms, or a lil crap do count.

Friends will not matter so much about the fact of care or not. Because, deep inside our hearts, there's always a slot for every friend. Through sms, msn or even an email, they are, too, the contact of care. Friends will not be seeing each other often. We are aware that we're at different areas and everyone is busy with their own stuffs. Therefore, unity and friendship are not being weighed or measured in this way.

Seeing each other everyday, doesn't mean forever friends.

Only those who see each other not so often, but still can be as happy as the same good old days, that's called friends.

Why making it such a hooo-ha? ==" Me, dont' understand.

Time is not just fading away friendships, it also fades away the faith and trust among us. How disappointed is that?

counting down

It almost comes to an end. My internship. Wow~ time flies! ^^ One more week to go~ =.= Can't believe that we're actually leaving home again~ back to study which i yearned for ever since i started my job here. Hmm... human is just weirdo~ TOday, Chooi Ling jie asked whether will i miss my time in Eden? Well... i will. Coz at Eden, i learned a lot and give a lot of thoughts on somethings. Those are the important thoughts. =) Growth rate indirectly increased. -_-" Exaggerating. Haha~ But sincerely from the bottom of my heart, i will miss my respectful employers who taught us so so so many things, including life. =) I can feel warmth and blessings from each of them and most importantly, i feel i am very much appreciated by them. :)

This morning, there was a short video clip shooting at Eden and i acted as a counselee. Hehe~ Chooi Ling jie was the counselor, of course. ^^ Then we just simply acted and she pad my shoulder(shooting scenes needed). Later on, we ended up chatting up with each other casually. Haha~ Then lastly, both of us hugged. And i said "thank you" to her. I can feel my own sincerity. Haha~ =) Hmmm... this feeling was real good. It's like, no matter what happens, u just have "someone to lean on" that kinda feeling. Hehe~ Thanks.

Countdown: 6 days working day more.

hmmmmm...

this is what i need to do now.

sensitivity towards oneself

yesterday during pscyh(2) class... we had this sensitivity test among the students. Ms Daisy conducted this activity for us to know more about our friends as well as ourself. ^^ I think this is the first time we moved our chairs and tables to aside and moved around in the class. =.= jz like during any Teacher's Day and Children's Day during primary school :) Fun! @.@"

anyway, what we did was we wrote down the +ve and -ve traits of our own. I played this before but many of them didn't. I wonder why. ^^ In my opinion, this activity is very subjective. U may think that the traits u have are +ve but ur friends might not think they are. So... it depends on that individuals. I wonder why, i learn a lot from this lecturer of mine. She talks sense, man! I mean, i'll pay 100% to her words. It's very meaningful to me. Especially when it comes to life and how we treat ppl. I bet she's a kind person. ^^ She brings knowledge out of book and insert them into daily life. Practical rite? ^^

My friends always say, ur +ve traits is "u're kind" and ur -ve trait is "u're too kind" i wonder why this happens to me. This is not the first time i received such a comment. It's not that i wanna show u ppl that, " Hey! i'm kind ppl! come come!" like fake it out rite?... but then, i personally feel that being kind to ppl is my norm. I don't mind help my friends and i don't mind they want my help in one way of another. Hmm... all i can say is... i put friends and family before me. I know this is not the best but i feel that it's unchangeable in me. And i still love myself much. I STILL DO! ^^ But---> this applies only to those friends whom i feel worthwhile. Those whom i appreciate and being appreciated. :) u-know-who-u-are!

maybe i shall make a change. I hv to kill my -ve traits! ^^

a-b-c-d-e-friends...

some friends:

can go through thick and thin...

are die-hard friends...

are play-hard friends...

are serious...

are crazy...

are sentimental...

are down to earth...

are good secret-keeper...shhhh... ;)

are ....................wha..ever

i prefer a mixture of all.