kepala

it's never easy to make a wise decision

it's never easy to accomodate everyone

it's never easy to say whatever you feel it's right

it's never right to make a wrong decision

it's never right to take a risk

in the eye of people

you are just the only one

it's ok to feel down

it's forever okay to take a rest

it's nothing to breakdown.

gambateh...

(i donno whether you-know-who-you-are)

*big grin & hug*

you have my support always :)

the psychology of silence

a friend told me, "i enjoy being quiet and my friends are right beside me, with silence because they are emotionally & physically supporting me."

lovely.
it's right. ^.^v

it's never an urgency to break away the silence.
you'll realise its' beauty.
enjoy it. :)

all the best, friends! =)

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today, i seriously know the meaning of

"conflict of interest".

it's hard to run the therapy session with people you've known too well.

it's just... hard....

Haha! :)

value

I believe revolving in the life of mine, i have own life value.
I feel value(s) is very imperative.

What matter the most
is whether are you standing strong on it.
Or are you falling because of your value?

At times,
people are holding the values so strong
to the extent of the values become the leader of their lives.
in which, the life is no longer in our soul or mind.

I hope
I can live my life with my own value
No matter what people perceive
No matter how terrible people harp on it
Of course, i welcome any critisms.

Be yourself.
Be the remote control of your life :)

Earth Hour- Did you switch off the light?

Saturday.28 March 2009.

It's Earth Hour yesterday! Anyone switched off the light? I knew you did. Bravo! *claps* Okay, i am getting excited here! :D

It's been an exciting event in UCSI because at first, we're so worried that no one would turn up due to the drizzle. -.-" Omg. The weather did freak us a lil. Haha! Later on, the rain stopped! Right before the event! Amen! However, that did not attract the crowd yet. xD

After a while, people started bashing in. Am i exaggerating? Yea, maybe a little. Let me rephrase. Hmm, people started coming in. Hehe. *grin* First kick-off was the music performance by School of Music, of course. Well, the performances were great i would say. Hehe. It's was so HIGH man! :D People shouting, jumping, screaming~ =D oooo... yes, i was one of them though i was on duty. =x I guess, music students can really perform well. =D They never disappoint us anyhow. *although i donno how to appreciate other genres of music apart from pop and ballad* hehe.

Ok. Let pictures give you some ideas what was happening for the whole event! :D

Briefing started around 4.15pm.

We began to loiter around after that.

Job began after the rain. First up- the word "60".

a few of us in the 6.

the kepoh me went to paint a bit here and there. Haha!

Guess what? it's not white paint.

It's shoe white! :D How smart is that... For the 200 early birds, you'll get a can of soft drinks.

Courtesy from UCSI.

That's Henry and WeiHoon. Oh... by the way.

Did u notice we're all in white?

yeap! That's our colour code that night.

It's youthful and vibrant!! ^^

Free candle and glowing sticks just for Earth Hour 2009.

Hohoho! UCSI is in my hand! *evil laugh*

that's glowing sticks. Some of the international students asked "Where can i get this chinese stick?" We're like... hmm.. "it's actually glowing stick."

with some juniors. =)

The highlight of the Earth Hour would be the turning off of electricity. People were countdown'ing... 5,4,3,2,1..! *in dark*. People were busy playing with the candles and glowing sticks with the high music. Haha.

Light's off! Countdown! :) 8.30pm

Light's on! Countdown at 9.30pm

Flickering candle light. Lit up the campus in the dark.
Wooohooo! :)

Party'ing with songs! :D

The band was performing! :)

Everybody SCREAM!!! Hands to the music!

60 was the MAIN LEAD of the night. =) Everyone formed "60" in collaboration of Earth Hour because people turned off the light for 60 minutes... Well, apparently, i wasn't in there. ='( I need to get a better pic of this 60. Everyone shall grab it in UCSI Facebook. =)Committee with candles- already towards the end of the event. :) oooo, the night view of UCSI was great! =)

save the earth.

you can make a difference. :)

smart and sweat

After being bombarded with questions for long.

Finally, here come a solution.

You: "Are they together?"

Me: "ohhh... yes! They are!"

You: "See.....? I am smart!"

Me: "Yea, and i am in sweat -_-"""

Sometimes, this is the only way to shut the mouth of people from asking and asking. haha! *i am not rude la*. And i guess, friendship between a guy and a girl seems to coming with an extinction already, huh? -.-" Hello. Friends has no gender differentiation. =D

Just for fun. =P

=D

I know it's not good.

But listening to music with the earphones at times is so enjoyable!

Especially when you tune in your favourite songs.

with optimum volume. Hehe.

...or slightly higher than usual...

Haha.

It will somehow transport you to somewhere else.

To think. To reflect.

*grin*

Lurve it.

*sneak out from the pool of assignment a while*

Peer influence

Yeap.

Friends are important.

They are influential.

Be it negative or positive.

Let it runs its' course.

What matter the most is,

we have a strong stand on our own.

We run for our lives.

We work with our mind.

If you feel no, that's a no.

If you feel yes, green light for you and there you go.

I choose to get away from the bads.

I choose to deflect myself from what's not right.

However, i know what's bad for me isn't going to be bad for others.

Thus, i m just running my life with my decision.

I m not leading everyone's life.

Thanks to my dad & mum, for teaching me what's right and wrong around us. Of course, thanks friends who guide me with positive ways along the journey which make me learn and soar. :)

speechless

Let's just treat adult like an adult.

Give respect to others just as you respect yourself.

Thank you.

Yesterday & Today

YESTERDAY

Someone thought i'll be blogging about last night's getaway. Haha!

Well, it just so happened that i have penny of thoughts rushing in my mind and i posted a heavy blog of mine.

And yes, i had a fantastic night yesterday. =)

Thanks to Hui Ru and Kwang.

Especially HR, for dragging me out and destressing me at mamak.

Turned out, i had insomnia. Rolling on the bed until 4am++. Haha!

For those words we've shared. I thank you.

Endless bird talks. I guess, if i were not tell them to stop, i wonder will they stop.

Thanks, HR. *hugs*

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TODAY

Insomnia + early 8am meeting. How interesting is that?

Psychology Club last meeting and handover of jobs.

Feeling rather heavy to see my thick red ring file being handed over to the new committee (not that heavy eyes la). Well, I just miss the files being placed right beside my lil table. For once in my life, this is the most memorable secretariat job i ever had in the team. :) Let's imagine, at times, i'll flip through those minutes and fantasize our club which grows tremendously within not even a year of time. I am just blessed with talented friends around, who shared and be learned.

Nitia was even mentioning to us that, "Remember we discussed about the establishment of the club at ground floor last time? Sitting on the sofa chair of UCSI, time passed by so fast..."

*recalling those hardships, it's never easy to come to this point*

We all need to let go. Hehe. :)

Looking forward to our farewell dinner! ^^ Weee!

Life is about giving and receiving.

It's always a mutual two-ways ticket.

We've been giving our effort out, now, it's time to receive something from the new team. All the best, my friends! :)

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How can we miss out pictures right?!

Presidency.

Aple & Nitia (Out-going)

ShueLing & Joanne (In-coming)

Secretariat Team.

Membership Team + Treasury

Speakers Team

Presidency + PR

nananana...Out! ^^

Expectation

In life, we live with expectations.

Be it expectation towards others, or our own self.

Well, what i can say is.

I have my own life expectation.

I have new year resolution.

I have birthday wishes.

I expect i can do this.

I assume i will do it.

However, when you fail to reach that expectation,

you'll simply feel you're not competent enough.

Enough?

When does enough say it's enough?

Nope.

It's never enough.

A person who does not appreciate contentment will never feel enough.

I donno why.

Recently, i've been feeling it's just so lacking of something in me.

Seeing people with different aim in life.

Talking to people with different life goals.

It somehow give me a picture of how small i am.

Standing on this firm ground, what have i been doing?

Do i make myself proud?

Do i make my parents proud of me?

Such a subjective answer huh?

Even i myself also don't have the clue.

Just a thought of mine.

Nothing emo.

Nothing sad.

I just feel that, i should have done more.

Or maybe
I should lower down the scale

to feel better.

Nonetheless, I've been living in the comfort zone for too long.

Thank you those who share a lot of experiences with me. A big thank for those who make me realise another perspective of life and thank you those who make me feel good and be appreciative about myself. =)

hmmm...

I can do more sometimes...

I should have done it sometimes...

But why am i not moving? =_="

Maybe, i need some motivation.

Yea.

If maybe.

2 months Anniversary

Dear Grandpa,

This is the 2nd month you've left us.

Today I saw a big family celebrating a grandma's birthday with a love-shaped cake and it reminds me of you, when we all celebrated your birthdays and countless fathers' days since i was just a lil girl at home.

May you rest in peace.

You're greatly missed by all of us. =)

I am sorry that i can't make it on your 100-days ritual due to exam. However, i will dedicate a blog for you every month.

Sunday

It was a fine Sunday.

Decided to have steamboat today due to the lucky draw prize.

Hehe! :) Yeap. We had a homecooked steamboat feast at home.

It's been ages since we last ate together at home, sitting on the dining table, together-gether. The feeling was real great! :)

The preparation was in a blink of an eye due to sufficient manpower at home. Haha! :)

a very appetizing soup flavour- TOMYAM! ;)

Next, it's the normal ikan bilis soup.

All the ingredients were floating above the soup. -.-"

Like a big dry pot of food. haha!

Not very photogenic though. Haha! =)

However, the taste was great!

Everyone ended up with bloated stomach, hardly moved, face turned blue. Guess it was somehow over our eating capacity. Haha! But that was fun! ^^ Wish to have more eating activities at home (not steamboat always lar). Hehe! ^^v

and Tata!

This bowl is saved for Joshua- our off-for-Australia housemate.

Haha! :) See? We treat you not bad also. Hehe!

Also, there's a bowl left for SuatMei (our housemate) who balik kampung every week too! :) She ate it a moment ago as supper. -.-" Hehe! ^^v

cry

Crying is good for health i would say.

How will you feel when you are holding your tears?

Your throat will be so tense up before the explosion of cry.

And it takes courage to cry in front of people.

When a person breaks into tears, i know that he/she is really in despair and thousands of sadness run through the mind. For now, especially the grown-ups, it's hard to let go this kind of emotion and just cry out loud. It's hard. :)

Just for a friend of mine,

It's good to cry and it's never a sin to cry. =) Yes, although we should control our emotion, nevertheless, being emotional is a human nature. Hehe! :) No one in this world can be perfect and i guess you had already tried your very best to fulfill everyone of them. =) Don't worry! ^^ Now i know why you keep on saying you're an emotional creature. Hush... we're all here for you, okay? ^^ GO go go! :)

It's good for us to let go our feelings at times. ^^

BB Got Talent- a touching night of all...

Big round of applause! For the success of Best Buddies in BB Got Talent 2009. It's indeed a meaningful night that touched everyone's heart. I am overwhelmed. So did everyone!

a simple yet meaningful day

with nicely lit ballons and artistic slide as background

Opening Ceremony. Popper that almost gave a heart attack to me. So much of paper pieces around the whole auditorium. -_-" The first thing that came in to my mind was the aftermath- cleaning. Haha!

BB Got Talent started off with speeches, performances, opening ceremony and the Talent Competition. Seeing all the contestents with disabilities competed on stage, made me wonder how small i am, in the eyes of everyone. They were so talented, from singing to playing instruments, reciting a poem to drawing. Some were even spontaneously recite their very own pieces. Oh my. I can't describe how amazing they were. *really*

Below are some of the contestants.

This boy danced hip-hop'ly. The shadow somehow disturbed him but he's just so cute and funny on stage because he was following his shadow to catch the steps. The lightning effect on stage was something new to him as well. Hehe. =)

A song by a malay boy. He did not stop although the music died. Hehe. =)

I had a shock of my life while listening to this boy reciting his spontaneous poem entitled "The Perfect Child". He said, "Yesterday was a history. Today is a reality. Tomorrow is a day of making..." *pause for almost a minute* and he continued, "I m the perfect child of my parents." Oh my god. His ending was perfect with superb English pronunciation! Guess his parents would be so proud of him.

a future violinist. Oh dear... =)

Pianist. Guided by his daddy.

mechanical dance. =)

Wonderful drawing of Power Puff girls. She drew it on the spot during the event.

Charmaine with great opening speech. Mature presentation. Touching performance with Whitney Houston's "Greatest Love of All". Her gestures rhymed with her song.

Champion of the night. He was a hyperactive boy. Due to technical problem, he repeated his opening piece for almost 6 times and he almost wanted to throw tantrum already. However, due to the encouragement of his parents and also from the floor, it somehow diverged his anger and impatience. Alas, he performed like a star! :)

The Beckem of the night. haha! This little boy caught everyone's attention. He's so lovable. =) His spiky hair is just so Beckam. haha! ;) The usher adjusted the microphone until so low. This 3 years old boy sang with the companion of guitar from his teacher.

What really touched me was when all the audiences began to wave their hands to the melodious songs by them, my tears were rolling in my eyes. They may not be the superstars, but they are forever the stars in their parents' heart. After each of them ended his/her performance, the whole auditorium would be filled with applause and cheers from the floor. Seeing their parents with a contented smile, I know they are proud of their children. The audiences were so caring and understanding. =)

the whole scene was just like a concert. =)

Touching.

The last performance by children with disabilities. =) They were so happy during the souvenirs giving. One of them even shouted "You're the best!" =D

Yes. I love the balloons. TOo bad, no more light bulbs when i took this pic.

Acknowledgement is all they want. They do not aim for wealth or materialism. They just want a lil love and care from us. Maybe one day, you should also stop your day and pay attention to these special toddlers, you will be able to see another side of life.

p/s: By the way, for once in my life, i got the first prize for lucky draw. Haha! A multi-cooker for me! =) Weeeeee! thank you.

Congratulations Best Buddies! ^^

Just for Kluang

Passed by Kluang Station today at Tesco Ampang after Psych Club Election. Friends were excited and yea... the Kluangites were ==". Haha! ^^ After walking around, guess Kluang Station deserved a try from us. Haha! There we go. =)

Apart from eating the food, we introduced Kluang Station to them. Then, made some comparisons between Kluang Station from Kluang and Kluang Station that nestled in KL. =D

Well, i would say it did worth a try. :) The food was great. Just that, the atmosphere was a bit pseudo-Kluang feel. Haha! =) Took some shots of it. And yes, my handphone camera still can pakai somehow. Haha! :) Not bad.

the main entrance of Kluang Station

a must platform board of the railway station as a symbol

the advertising board from Kluang Station

First up: My rendang beef nasi lemak.
Super yummy! Hearts the flavour! =)
However, it's unhealthy to my purse. (you-know-what-i-meant)

Curry fish with white rice from SokeLing which waited for so long. =)
guess they were catching fish from Kluang before it's served. -.-"

Kluang meesiam from Kwang. Hehe! Looks good!

Kluang mee goreng of HuiRu's. Looks good, but tasted okay.

Nasi ayam merah of Omer's. Cool. =) But tasted weird to me.
A bit sourish.
and one more thing!
The drinks they served were way better than Kluang's. =D

That's our lunch cum tea-break. Guess we were in hunger.