my thoughts

12th day of internship

Well... it seems long yet so short of how the time flies. @@"

After working at Eden a short while, i noticed that, *sigh* parents nowadays are @!E#%$#%!! Of course, they are educated and uneducated ones whom SHOULD be equally served. Hmmm... but they are just some portion of parents who take Eden for granted. They literally dump their kids for classes. Some said(in mandarin), " any class suit my kids? i wanna dump my kids here while i am working and will pick them up after my work mah... it's convenient! " Gosh... how would u react with such remark? I donno. *i just grin*

Last sat, a kid, well, i assume he is a special kid who practically, lives in his own world. His mum sends him here just to socialise with other kids. Hmmm... it is so heart broken of me to see that he's from a well to do family. He's smart. He's brilliant. But he does not speak to others. When counselor was teaching english, he did math. Mummered in his own words. Hmmm... counselor taught me to be more patient with him and to sayang his head while he's talking on his own and tell him "shhh" softly~ Surprisingly, he did~ Whatever ppl ask him to do, he will complete it. But after 5 secs, he's back to his own business. One word: sympathetic. Who can open his heart?

I really hope i can deal with these difficult children but i think... i could not. I am not interested in kids. I respect and salute my counselor for her patience, love and care towards these children. Children need praise and affirmation. She really can do that! I was touched to see her ways of dealing with kids. How i wished i could just be like her. But... i am so not up to it yet.

Anyway, those are the sad stories based on my own observation. It taught me to be more appreciative. It taught me to feel how blessed i am. Most importantly, I am thankful for my parents who do not abandoned me like the rest of the parents did.

Recently, i've been reading a book entitle "Emotion vs. Emotional Hurt". Wow!!!! Love that book man! So meaningful. =) love psycho books~~~ weeeeeeeeee!!! I will start to read Eden's library collection when i am free. ^^" In fact, i just finished one~ ^^

I must start my everyday with love.

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