right now...

in life
there are too occupied with uncertainties.

when you have so much to say
when you have so much need to be done
but you just can't...

i want to be a good girl.
want to be a good daughter, granddaughter blablabla...

but at times, things ain't gonna go on your own way.
and i shall name it as 心有馀而力不足。
tired of thinking all these.
tired with conflicts.
tired with everything.

down.

pilot test

Thoughts on pilot test for my final year project.

To my first time, i feel, pilot test was really useful.

It provides feedbacks.

It generates amendments.

It cracks my brain.

Most importantly, it makes me have a stronger stand upon my research.

It's time to take off the plane and soar high- to actual research! :)

Gambateh!

thank you to all my participants for your useful feedbacks and bombs! :)

thank you to my supervisor for the guidance! :)

i am thankful for all of these.

it's early

Mei's birthday is forever earlier than the actual day. ==" and wonder why, it's always on the 25th at our house and it is forever predictable. Sigh. So not surprised. Haha! ==" In fact, her bday is on 1 June. =D So, peeps, wish her on the right day yea! =)

Yea, celebrated the beearlied birthday with her last midnight. =) Bravo to housemates for your bersatu-padu effort. :)

delicious and colourful fruitcake.

not from King's Bakery this time! =)

making wish

i wish...

i wisssshhh... (solemnly)

family pic! =)

without Joshua. *sob*

never mind, shld be replaced by that 4 words behind us.

see? we so good

left a strawberry to Joshua. @_@" a birthday CD card for Mei this year! written: 阿梅我们都爱你！*thought by our professor and panels* mushy! haha! 7 words/CDs= 7 of us.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MEi! :)

may our family be happy and crappy always! :)

Sushi Making Day

It was a lovely Saturday with two boring birds. Decided to make sushi after a long and crappy discussion last night over msn. -_-" Yeap. And so, we made! :D

Making sushi was such a historical activity since primary school with my aunties and cousins. Most probably i had sushi phobia last time! Haha! Well, this time round, it was with a friend! =) Different experience. Different people. Different feeling! =) I feel great! ^.^

Bought some ingredients like jelly fish, unagi, fish eggs, cucumbers, eggs and the list goes on. Never did we realised that we spent about 3 hours in the kitchen making sushi, and more sushi. @_@" and ate quite a lot due to "testing" excuse. Haha! =)

Sumo rice.

Cut cut cut! =)
Are you ready for a battle?
Jellyfish (left): "Yes! I am ready!"
Fish eggs (right): "Oh yes! By all means!"
that's what Steph said... "going for war"... *no word*
wooohooo!
many many of them

oi! u can peep! but don't curi makan yea! =D

stephanie and me

Unagi

quite pricey but super delicious! =)

Lastly, it was our version of... -.- spring roll.

mix our leftover ingredients and rice, then roll roll and roll!! =)

i know, you've lost the appetite while looking at the pic.

So did we. -.-" But in the end, it's still in our stomach.

thanks Steph for today! =)

had a great day~

Korea Commemorative Summit

It was Thursday. 2.30pm so to speak at Renaissance Hotel. 40+ of us went there. My first attempt to this cultural exchange event entitled Korea Commemorative Summit. In a glance, as i looked at the word "Summit", i was like... =="? big.

The ball room.
VIP seats.
"Partnership for Real, Friendship for Good"
Korea, Closer Than You Imagine.

very korea'ish decorated.
but at first, i thought it was johor's flag. Haha! =Dthe ice! =) cannot lick of course. -.-"

Anyway, the overall program was ok. -.-" No chairs provided and we had to stand for quite a long period. Not used to eat the Korean refreshment which was 80% sticky food and it won't slip away from your teeth. -.-' I lurve Korean main dishes though but it wasn't served any.

National anthems of Korea and Malaysia were sung.

this Korean lady studies in Malaysia and her voice was best!

I can't sing any better than her for Negaraku.*salute*

Korea food display

B-Boys performances hiked up the atmosphere to the peak!

break dance. humurous drama play. Haha! :) Bruce Lee in action- half naked! =D
I don't know how many twists and turns this korean guy in B-Boys had made.
@_@"

Tried some of Korea stuffs like their costume. -.-" so speechless as i viewed myself with it. Also, face painting! Haha! :D Gone was the Samsung Omnia to a secondary student as the grand prize winner. He shouldn't have got it. He's just a secondary student... =( we need it more than him. Haha! Luck lady wasn't with us that time =X

Taekwondo was originated from Korea.
Balloons! =)

My turn! =D this korean girl was a bit aggressive as she dressed me up and undressed me. oppps! i look like a korean auntie selling wantan mee with kimchi. =___________=" WEIRD!! I prefer Kerhuey's custome colour! that one in pink. Some of us with the koreans. face painting by a lovely lady. =)

Anyway, it's another great event organized. Indeed an eye-opening experience in spite of the numb legs and ugly pics. Haha! =D Thank you, UCSI =D. Is there any Korea exchange program for me? =D

the reunion of Psych Club family

It's good...

to see the family is expanding from days to days

to listen to all the giggles and laughters once more. =)

to have people around you to talk about the common topics.

to hang out with a bunch of crazy seniors and juniors. :)

I miss those days.

Our McD breakfast meeting on every Wednesday at 8am.

Our day and night preparation for events.

Our fun yet down to earth committee board.

Our outings! ^^v

Today, we had a gathering cum dinner together with the old and new committee board members. At mamak, we distributed or shall i say "presented" certificates for the old board. It's kinda ridiculous to chair this "ceremony". Haha! ^^ everyone in the mamak was stunned i guess. Who cares? We're happy! That's more than enough. Hehe.

my first attempt to sit in with so many people at mamak . =="

Good to see new faces in the clubs.

They will be the future leaders of this family. :)

my family! =) just "graduated"! haha! :)

All the best to you all! =)

a friend and a leader whom i respected lots.

Love you, Aple! :)

PSYCHOLOGY CLUB, you rockz! :)

middle of the night.

life has been good so far.
everything seems well. =)

but why is my mood... swinging?
*i wonder*

one thinks when he dwells on it.
i supposed.

?

everything is just like yesterday. =(
happy moments always dash faster... in 160km/h.

am i having amnesia or what?
how come when i browse my blog of few days', i felt as though the event had over for so long ago? oh dear. -.-" i am not in conscious anymore. time for bed.

toodles...

time

funny how we always learn to go somewhere in shortest time.

ever since coming to KL, we learn how to be earlier than usual and how to be late as usual... which i think it's not something to be proud of. ==" yes. many people will think it's due to the jam, somehow rather became the norm of everyone's life here to use it as a reason or shall i say an excuse for being late? which i personally not in favour.

time is precious. yes, it is.

now i understand why sr. mary used to tell me, "bring a book or magazine with you wherever u go while u study in KL because it is a place where you gonna waste lots of time." she is really set by example. =)

oh. just a random post. =="

emo...

Today is Sunday.
I left Kluang with a heavy heart.
Missing all my dear ones back in Kluang.
Had a great weekend with my friends.
Catch up with long lost friends scattered in Malaysia
It's been long since i had such feeling.

Today, as i boarded into the bus...
I could feel the reluctance in me...
I felt the miss-u feeling in everyone during our gathering...
I felt the love from parents and i wish they can enjoy their lives more...
I know once i am back to uni, tonnes of work are awaiting.
No more time for this and that.

What does the future hold? *wondering*
It's another lap of transition in life.
Hurdles and hurdles of obstacles.
I shall withstand them'al.

I have to be strong.
I have to be persistent.
The oomph shall never ceased.

Walk with me, peeps. =)

it's our day and her day!

Blog dedication to all my friends who made Friday a special day! :) What we've been waiting for had finally arrived. Pathetically saying, we indeed could only meet up during normal days w/o any festivals when everyone graduates. True enough.

Organized an outing to the beach, Air Papan. Two hours drive from Kluang. Thank you those who could make it that day. Though it weren't many attendees to the seaside, but i was happy enough to meet everyone on this lovely Friday. =) As what sF said, "It's the biggest event of the year!" -.-"

Took numerous pics at the beach. Let the pics do the morning & afternoon session talking.

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It was a quiet day during this period. Calm and breezy! :D

Lurve the sound of the sea and waves.i donno what we were doing.

But look at ruixue, she's out of the pose! -.- alamak!

They were really into jumping, affected by my bloggy.

15.05.09- too bad it wasn't 16.05.09 (someone's big day woh!)guess what? i almost fell asleep there. I felt good and lazy to lie down at the beach. (without a bikini of course) Lalalala! =Dcheck out my hair and that splashing water! =Dquite like this pic! =)rx complained that her pockets had lots and lots of sand. Haha! When she poured it out, as if she was... poo'ing. Haha! =) LOL!that's Ms. Yong. please forgive her."hey guys! look at me! i am a beach ballad dancer!"this is why i like the nature.picnic under the shade. stop by fishing bay when we left the beach
p/s: something to share. we think we saw dolphins were swimming by the sea. lots of them. and the swimming gesture was exactly like a dolpin. =) so happy! ^^
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Our night continued with SooFei's one day beearlied birthday celebration cum dinner. =) Guess sF wasn't really surprised because it was easily predicted. Haha! Everyone was there for dinner. Despite of the lethargic body, we still could focus well and be crappy all night out. =X Missing those days we had dinner together. It was indeed a memorable day, girls. =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SOOFEI! We all love u! ^glittering golden party hat for soofei. Haha! =X yuanhui has very good taste indeed. =)group pic. a bit blurish but don't worry, everyone's looking great! =)look at the birthday girl. =="second round at Old Town. =) a good hangout territory for friends. look at the smiley that soofei was holding. =D that's her pressie from me. =X haha! :) very the "me" right? ==" i know.

Thank you girls, for this special occasion. It was indeed a worthwhile chance to gather us altogether. All the best in your future endeavours. i know we all will achieve what we want. "We want, we can, we will!" =) That's the spirit. ^^v I am missing everyone right now. =(

exhausted but exuberant. =)