a fruitful Saturday

It's a long break for this week and i am still in KL. *stucked* Anyway, had a great Satuday with Steph and Kwang. Bookfest off we went! :) H1N1 high risk period, people were still flooding into the big halls in Suria KLCC.

prevention calls.

checking body temperature before heading in.

both of them were 28 degree celcius while i was 31. =="

are we cold blooded? =="

we visited the bookfair for twice today.

this is actually the second time we went back after dinner just now.

because in the middle of the bookfair journey, we skipped for the movie UP.

i love UP.

fancy the content of story.

Love of the elderly, friendships and loyalty.

funny! meaningful! simple & sweet!

Had O'Briens sandwiches which served big portion of sandwiches.

it's our dinner and i am still full now.

had buy 1 free 1 coupon from MyStyle.

i forgot its' name.

This is "O' Briens____ tripledecker/ doubledecker"?

and this "O' Briens crumbo club"? haha!

love this. with lots of veggie's in.

kwang's acting skill. *superb*

really big portion.

Steph, "I wanna taste your set..."

Na, "So am i!"

It's been ages since I read. I mean, really sit still for a book except psychology related stuffs. =) and i thought it will be good to read a book although i've graduated. =X gonna have ample time from now, no excuses anymore.

she bought three books, which i thought worthwhile *discount!*:)

and she stressed that i had to snap her Criminal Minds. =="

i had TWO! :)))

love the Reader's Digest short articles compilation!

and this Leadership.

read more peeps! :) it's good to read. Trust me.

everyday

student life has ended.

indeed a super big period for me at this moment.

working life commences.

though it's part time or the internship,

however, life sounds different still.

i regard every day as a learning day.

especially at these moments...

indeed, i am learning every single day in the office.

from the surrounding

from the guidance and teaching

from the work i am going through

i am really grateful. *seriously*

for what i am gaining.

for friends who are being really supportive,

for colleagues who are being selfless. :)

thank you for everything.

life is really beautiful, when u perceive it as one.

the overdue

wanting to blog about stuff back in Kluang...

but just couldn't really find a quiet time for it...

now, here i am.

am post something here.

for my quiet lil time.

it's time.

to sit back, catch some breather and prepare for tmr's battle.

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what have i done in kluang? :)

dad and i are the romantic item. haha! coz we always get to watch rainbow together whenever i get back home. :)) this time round, he shouted from the garden and told me there's a twin rainbow and asked me to make a snapshot of it. :) how sweet it was to catch a set of complete rainbow with my own dad. =)

apart from family, i got to meet this lovely lady, sze ern, which has been M-I-A for almost... a year? XD Miss u lots. :)

Had a super deli-sweetty-freezy brownies. Yum!

ciaoz.

attachment style

attachment.

well, not those lovey dovey attachment,

but it's more on attachment towards people around me.

i seriously admit that i have attachment problem.

haha! *proud giler*

I could still recall when i went to kindergarten,

my mum brought me into the class

and she left.

i cried like a crow.

i still remembered my teacher was holding me tight

and both of my hands were stretched so long until i reached the windows.

and i broke those windows with my hands.

*can u imagine how strong was i back then?*

hmmm.

after staying away from home for almost 3 years plus...

my problem wasn't totally healed.

at times, i am homesick.

at times, i am down because of friends.

at times, i am low because i feel i am low.

all these weak periods have been telling me that i am seriously having attachment problem with human. *which i thought it's quite unhealthy*

because i think human occupy an ample space

in my heart.

just a random thought of mine.

but today i am perfectly okay. ^^

untitled

few days ago, i told a friend of mine.

i am a blessed person.

i am surrouded by many guardian angels.

they are angels by god sent.

at least, to me, they are.

i have many friends who take care of me.

a wink of face, a smile on the cheek, a sour face,

there's always somebody.

i have family members who always there for me unconditionally.

a call of regards, a cold joke from dad

are able to cheer me up for the whole day.

i feel, i lack of nothing.

each day, rolling on the bed, i will always tell myself,

"you, are a blessed one. no complaint shall u ever make."

indeed, today, i rolled on the bed *insomnia*, i feel blessed.

i am thankful for what i am having.

i am a very repay-ful person (for those who know me).

but at times, i am consciously aware that,

things are not meant to be repay of.

what i can do is to cherish it, and to be grateful about.

the love i gained from people around is infinity.

me, love everyone out there.

thank you for the love you give to me. =)

and i will never forget that.

unless i have amnesia. =D

don't let it slip away...

you know...
sometimes, you're just being given so many choices...
or should i rephrase it as... opportunities.

it's like...
you're standing on the ground, there's a piece of pizza awaiting you.
to feed you when you're hungry.

life.
so many choices.
it's just a matter whether you grab it, or leave it.
when opportunity comes, hold it tightly.
don't let it slip away.

again.
i am thankful.
for those who have been giving me so many opportunities,
to shine brightly.
and again, i am grateful.
for instilling so much trust in me.
all of these are priceless to me.

i hope
i will be up to the par.

shan na, cherish this, ok? =)

apa sal?

@________@"

philosophy...
you're killing... me... or everybody?

after a day of mugging my head into notes...
it's time for some music.
put on the ear pieces...
roll on my play list.

*shuffle it is...
1, 2, 3.
*play*

or probably turn in for an early night... =)

recently...

me hate mosquito bites.
*piak piak piak*

never ever in my life i was biten by mosquitos with so many holes... or scars?
screw u man!

i think i had more than 10. =.=
and they are in the process of healing. Haha!

i like my house.
at least, there is no mosquito. *sound so fake but it's a happy truth!*
hahahaha! :)

Exam's fever is on!

Gambateh friends!!! =D

and it shall be my last and only one.

3 days 2 nights with the girls

It's been ages since last gathering.

This time round, our main objective was to attend convocation ceremonies for Rui Xue in UM and Yuan Hui in UKM. =D Apart from convocation, we had our makan-makan sessions, chit chatting and all the girls thingy or what not. =)

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Let the pictures scroll! =)

RX's convocated on Thursday evening- our future businesswoman!

yh's on Saturday noon- our F.O.C. pharmacist! =D little did i know... they had such an affection towards rx. Haha! =DD well, she wasn't ruixue.Had a culture shock. ==" really dangerous. don't practise this at home please. we are precrious to our parents. Haha! This is a piece of advice from rx's dad. really love this cute flowers! present from SooFei to YuanHui.

Had sleep-over together with friends. Due to lethargic body after whole day spent, we slept earlier and woke up earlier in the morning to continue the journey. What a good circadiam rhythm we had for this trip. Girls, must practise our stamina. XD

girls, i like this pic with both of u. ^^

our gathering. =)

Am really proud of you, girls. Proud of the results for you both as well. Congratulations once again!!! =) See u all in September during someone's big day! ^^ Cheers!

-.-" attended so many convocations... i shall wait for my turn! *yawn*

R.I.P. Sr. Betilda D' Cruz

Received an email from Sr. Mary, saying that the founder of SMCC, Sr. Betilda D' Cruz had passed away on Monday morning.

Heart was crushed as I read the email. Neither i can say that i am very very close with her, nor i can say that i do not know her at all.

Wish you have better life in the heavenly Home. Always in my prayer *Amen*.

Bernie convocated!

Congratulations to Bernie~! :)

Really happy to see u in the mortal board.

May you have a bright future!

Be a super uber actuarist! :) Woooohoooo!

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4 of us! =)

happy pic under the big sun.

and it's my turn! :)

sing k after Bernie's convocation.

orang ini nyanyi manyak bagus! =)

The Finale

Research Class dinner on Thursday evening.

gonna miss everybody.

thank you for everything.

love the cages! :)

a preplanned Putrajaya stroll after dinner. *burp*

6 of us went.

i enjoyed the scenery there.

buildings. lights. breezy wind *somehow polluted*.

most importantly, is the people who you've been with. =)

a Thursday filled with joy, laughters, photos and friendship.

dearly missed. :)

full stop.

i am so done with my research.

a torturing yet delighting 8 months process.

with sweat.

with words.

with public library journey.

with journals and articles flipping.

with worries.

with laptop phobia.

with anticipation.

with procrastination.

everything ends here.

on the 5 Aug.

thank you everyone for helping me out.

you know who you are~ =)

out of sudden, i feel so lethargic.

need a good sleep, without dream by the way.

or probably that abnormal psychology hongki drama “人心解码”

*which had been delayed for... one semester* -.-

a manly friend of mine, stephanie.

in the midst of reporting.

can't stand her serious looking face. -.-

CONGRATULATIONS! IPB PEEPS! :)

I enjoyed this whole research class with u all and those constructive feedbacks we had ! :)) Learning process isn't about selfishness, it's about sharing what we have, with each other. See you guys during our dinner tmr night! =)

Happy Belated Birthday, Suat Mei! =)

It's Suatmei last birthday at home this year~ *sob*

hahahahaha! =))

had a lil surprise for her on Monday though the celebration was overdue.

-.- who asked her to run away from home that day? *heng!*

a new family member (kwang's brother in blue shirt)

without chew this time.

Anyway! :)

happy birthday, my friend!

may you have a bright future ahead and take good care of yourself.

like what Chew said, come back for yumcha next time ya! ^^v

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"What we do is not necessarily what we want. We are often tormented by our deepest desire. Which is to be different and to be appreciated. Failure of attaining that makes us socially impaired. Though only few may regard this a possibility." (Selvaraj, 2009)

Nitia, u speak my heart, somehow. :) I know you're reading it. Haha! Coz u're a silent passenger! Say hi to me if u're reading it! *claps* i am quoting ur words! :)

I am so socially impaired. Yes, i am!

Limitations. So many limitations in life.

Why am i having such a schema in structuring a human?

Well.

I just gotta be grateful.

I am blessed by people around.