突然

突然想写这篇的部落~

大家~加油哦！！！！！

已经撑了那么久，别因为失望而掉进谷底~

要继续下去~酱之前的努力才没白费~

可能我不能完全了解你们"读书"的苦。。。

但我会一直帮你们买油~

然后为你们加油！

Go go go! =)

这是我唯一能做的~嘻嘻！

希望放假时能看到开心快乐的你们！耶！！！

Panda, 这部落，送给你！=) 加油！加油！加油！
青色的哦！

food~! =)

It's absurb sometimes that we, friends, always find food to eat instead of find good book to read and it has always been one of our "leisure" and "pleasure" to find good food around besides studying. If i were given an option, i think eating food good is always better than shopping around, especially window shopping. Muahaha~ therefore, due to exam aftermath and pre-exam syndrome, Mei, Suatmei, Kwang, Evonne and I went to try bak ku teh at night last week! ^^ weeeeeeeeeee!! BakKuTeh is always a morning thing~ but here in KL, i think is 24 hours thing~ -_-" haha~

Well, to me, it was indeed a good try~ Affordable price and delicious finger licking good! ^^" And it was served in the biggest pot i ever seen. @@"<--this was our faces when the big pot of bak ku teh was served. I mean, yes... POT~ not bowl~ hahaha! ^^" Most importantly, their services are very the good! ^^ I think this is the best service i received so far in KL's F&B. Haha! And it was so filling until i felt the food was up above my chest~ *bloated*burp!* So much meat, mushroom, veggie and meat, meat and meat~ pork-pork! >.<"

Anyhow, we WILL come back again next time~ =)

a big pot of 4 person bakkuteh! Luckily we ordered for 4 only~*finished!* shining pot~ haha! can tanam pokok ady~

~*A Trip to Port Dickson*~

Holiday holiday holiday~ But there's no holiday for all of us as we have to do internship at the end of the year for TWO months~ Gosh~~~ =.=" After final exam, we've been discussing for so long to decide on a place to go to~ in the end, after so much of debates~ Port Dickson it is! ^^" Weeeee~ Tell u guys a secret, i never been to pD before. Muahahhaha! ^^" Jason is from pD, he acted as our tour guide cum driver~ Hehe~

some of us at the balcony of our apartment after our arrival

This trip was kinda rush because most of us gotta settle our COOP job thingy~ the interview, the practical training before the job commences. Hmmm... therefore, we went to PD only for a day~ Friday evening --> Saturday evening~ weeee~ but i think it's more than enuff. I don't wanna get roasted. ^^" it was so HOT! -_-"

So... basically... on friday night, we bbq'ed at the beach~ hehehehe~ Jason, Ray, Keei, Sestnee and Kerhuey prepared the food~ Hmm... kinda guilty coz i didn't get to help them much~ =x And so... we bbq'ed. =) It was windy along with the sea breeze~ Indeed happy to be with nature. I love the sea and the beach~~ =) SO LOVE IT! ^^ especially when u see the trees are swaying~ gosh... this feeling is unexplainable~ The air is fresh~ It made me feel good~ Away from the city, away from the polluted air~ ^^

Later, we went back to the resort and had fun on our own. Hmm.. played "heart attack"~ i was such an idiot~ i didn't know how to play their version of heart attack and they laughed at me for so long~ and SO LOUD!!! and i almost kena heart attack by their tactics~ ahhaa! But in the end, i was able to pick up the "skill"~ ahaha! Some of them played mahjong~ I didn't sleep for the whole night~ chit-chatting was fun~ ^^"

bbq + picnic at the seaside

back at our apartment after bbq/ wash up

playing heart attack

the loser gotta chance to lick their partner's toe.

-_-"" disgusting~ kesian ker huey

this idea was from Keei~ BAD!

Next morning, it's breakfast time! Jason treated us for our breakfast~ we had 2nd round of breakfast at a kopitiam which sells toasts~ OMG~ it was so delicious! ^^" I think the Kluang Railway can be defeated by them~ *muahaha* Later on, we went to the beach~ Heheheheh~ BANANA BOAT!! Something which i yearned for after being rejected by my uncle in Langkawi last time. Haha~ Coz uncle said it was vr dangerous. -_-" my cousins and i were -_-""! But i tried in PD! weeeeeeeee!!!!! SO FUN!! ehehhe~ the sea was salty~ =.=" hehehe~ The moment we fell.... i tell u~~~ it's unexplainable! =) that second was damn scary but fun! It somehow made u feel helpless in the water. Imagine the titanic scene. Thousands of ppl in the sea... worse right? =( ya... that's more or less bout it~

so... this is the evil girl Keei

still sleeping zzzz...

purposely took the pic of her~

coz she thought of that stupid idea of licking ppl's toe!

we're the early birds!

some were owls coz didn't sleep @@"

group pic without keanhao(went back)

*the summer look of M'sia*
i love it!

i know... i was a bit "high". it's fun to take this kinda pic! before hugging the sea ya... and now we're in the sea~ salty~:p

After the PD trip, we went to Seremban for siew bao! ahah~ yummy! I bought some pineapple tarts, egg tarts and siew baoz back home and enjoyed with Mei and Kwang~ =) ehhehe~

Time flies. We're about to work lo! Gambateh my friends! Happy Co-op'ing! May our coop pass with flying colours! Just bear for these 2 months! yeah!

See u guys in 2008~ Awwww.... so long! *phewwww*

Miss u guys much! *hugs*

*speechless*

i do not like things to be in this way.
i do not like pending.
i do not like war.
i do not like "no communication".
~sigh~
i miss my friends.

自动与被动

呵呵。。。很小很小的时候。。。
妈咪总会说，“我们做什么都一定要自动自发~”
以前的我，简直就把她的话当透明的，听听就算。。。
长大后，会想了后，觉得她的话，真的是很贴切~很准~
很多时候，我们真的需要自动去做些自己应该做的事。。。
尤其是自己在扛着的责任~
做个有责任感的人。。。这样能让自己好过，也会让身边的人服你。。。
偶尔的被动，可能还好。。。没关系。。。
自私却是万万不能的。。。
但，人就是酱的啊，要在不同的情况下反应着不同的自己~
需要做什么的时候，应该做的时候，就该实行啊。。。
怎么能把东西当透明？我。。不。。明。。白。。
如果一直活在自己的舒服框框里，那么，我们还可以学什么？
每个人，都有着不同的性格，就是因为这样，我们都是特别的。。。
可能就因为酱，我们得试着去接受，了解，容忍，缅怀~
这些的这些。。。
不是没个人都做得到。。。
我，可能也做不到。。。但，我还是会尽力的。。。
加油吧！

Choir

Hehe~ I guess i'm quite a loyal fan of Sch of Music~ =)
This evening, went back to sch to watch choir performance with housemates. Not bad woh! ^^ Hundreds over students were singing on the stage and it reminded me of the way of our choir back in secondary school. Haha! Of course, it is such a contradiction. Haha~ They're more professional in music. What i knew was, i sweated a lot (coz of heat of the hall) in each choir performance during high school but we really had fun singing together as a big group! ^^"

As i watched throughout the show, i was really amazed by how they showered their passion towards music. It was such a wonderful experience to be able to watch their performance. Again. Hehe~ Music plays an important part of everyone's life. I guess, without music, it's dull. Very dull, i mean. ^^" Do u agree? I'm looking forward to any acapella performance from the school of music. Hmmm.... =) Possible? ^^

Conclusion: It is a blessing to be able to study what u really want and love. =)

Few photos for sharing ;)

In Recital Hall

the stage was quite small to accomodate so many performers

squeezed like sardin

i thought this group was young and lively

Their song: Seasons of Love

Currently indulging in it. =) Go download! It's a lively song.

Soprano singer. -_-" Very high pitch.

3 lovely ladies on the stage. ^^" Superb voices!

Paid Off

Sometimes, it is wonderful that your effort is being paid off after all the sufferings :)
thanks guys~
It is really a "flashbulb memory" to me after seeing all of us smile happily~ =)

group study

Group study is essential~

why? because we lack of time~ weeeee!!

6 of us had covered the whole book within 2 days~ @@'" sounds impossible but we did. I'm happy that we covered almost all the important topics and a few unimportant one. Weeee! The rest just leave it for us to understand/ memorise and revise~ So... basically, it still counts on ur effort during ur own revision.

Our way of group study is about discussion, discussion and discussion. Giving explaination and examples at the same time. Therefore, whoever in charge of that particular topics have to fully understand them well. If not, still can ask lar~ ahahaha! ^^ that's what we call group study right? Most importantly, we use stupid examples which are close to us. I was being used as the examples for many times. *sob* poor me! Used me as lung cancer patient lar/ beautiful lar... *shit*... so the sarcastic! hahaha~ =) but anyway, i guess all of us can rmb well all the examples and therefore we can apply it into the questions. Hehhe~ *hopefully*

Hope all of us can score well in this subject since we really put in effort and wasted our sleeping timeSSs to study. Isn't student supposed to be that way? NVM.... hahahah!

Gambateh!! Must try our best ya! ^^"

May all of us strike our targets! ^^ yeah!

I'm indeed happy that we've studied in group and i've learned a lot from u guys!

thank you so much :)

destructive or constructive?

weee! This sem has finalised! erm... nvm... ~.~"

well, to me, it ended with an exclaimation mark~ hmmm... every class shld be ended with a good ending. At least, to me, it is supposed to be that way. But... well... for this sem, it was kinda shocked me to hell :( To me, it ended with an exclaimation mark--->!

Sometimes, certain ppl will make certain remarks which hurt others' feelings. My opinion towards the incident was, if u think u're so great~ fine~ u are~ But, please give some constructive feedbacks instead of bombarding ppl. Be HUMBLE.

Maybe u're just being straight, maybe u're just being honest, but please think of others' feelings. Think of the consequences. If u think u're so so so smart, please give us AN idea how to be as smart as u to give such remark. It is hurtful for me to digest ur words and sentences even though i was just an outsider. Well, i guess everyone thought the same way too. No favouritism here. No matter what they produced, we shldn't have judged them in such a negative way. We didn't see their effort doesn't mean that we can simply harshly said that it wasn't tangible and i feel it is SO unnecessary for them to prove how hard they've tried. Conscious clear! Excuse me?!

Anyway, thanks but no thanks. Thanks for ur honesty. We appreaciate it well. But harsh words hurt. Unacceptable.

Okie... we're just being dumb. What to say?

Fever

Exam fever.
The whole world feels it.
It's end of the year/semester for most of us again... *sigh*
Why we need exam...?
The sensation of tension, pressure, stress is so tantalising!! *so dead me*
Assignmentzz and presentationz jz ended.
Without a few days, without study break, here come the finals!
Yeah! So not fun lo! *sarcasm*
Anyway~for those who are having spm/ stpm/uec/final exam of the sem~

All the best!!

Let's Gambateh ya!! :)

my return to Kluang =)

It's been a month since i went back to hometown~ Miss my family and friends so muchie! For what i know so far, i've been eating, eating and eating in Kluang all those days~ From Friday night to Tuesday, i've been eating various of good food! Gosh. I need to go on diet when i have holiday. -_-" yeah right....! But seriously, i miss the food so much! wahahhaha! :)

At home, u don't have to think of wat to eat coz it is being prepared. Even we go out for dinner, we don't have to decide, coz parents are always there. =) I'm blessed. Yeah! Praise the god~ :)

So... i'm gonna show u what i've ate back in Kluang with my friends and family. I didn't eat them all of course! -___-"

This pic comprises all the food i've tried when i went back home this holiday.

-tomyam mee- Thai Exhibition held in Kluang Parade

-toasts, meesiam, nasi lemak, mee rebus- At Kluang Railway Kopitiam(new shop)

-FuZhou Dishes (the green plates and bowls)- In YongPeng

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Apart from having food with friends, my family also organised steamboat dinner on the first day of Raya. -_-" as if we're celebrating Raya as well... hahaha! I really love steamboat so much! But... but... after eating... i felt so FULL. Gosh. Then my dad sibuk took photos for us also. Haha! Coz i sibuk took their pics too! ^^ It was a special dinner for us because it was the first time we used the small area of the garden to have steamboat. Haha! Cold weather with green plants! Eating with nature! haha! Crap! Home-cooked steamboat is very different from what we eat outside. Haha~ Coz at home, we can eat all our favourites! ^^ Weeeeeeeeeee! Thanks dad, mum and sis for preparing the steamboat feast for just the 4 of us. Hey! i DID help okie~Haha!=) Later the "dinner", we chatted for quite long in the garden. I really like to talk with my family! ahha! =)

~@Happy Birthday, RuiXue@~

HAPPIE BIRTHDAY TO YOU! =)

rX and I

Group pic

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Well, it's been a great raya holiday despite of the amount of assignments and presentation preparations. Gotta chance to meet up with the b'day girl and friends as well as give a her big real surprise. ^^" I wonder she's really surprised or our celebration was way too early for her expectation. But anyway, date/time doesn't matter. What matters is the heart.^^ yeah! Hope u like it ya! Celebrating b'day back in hometown surely will bring a homey feeling for homey ppl like us~ I love kluang~!! *out of topic* Haha! Happy Birthday to you!

your present still with me~ how to give u ar??

Happy Birthday, Meiyin! =)

Today is meiyin's bday~ =)
hmmm... our plan... changed for quite some times

due to weather

due to many other reasons...

hahaha! =)

but anyhow!

we still celebrated it successfully!

wahahhaa! =p not bad

hope u like it~

and guess what? i think this is the first time i couldn't catch up with their singing speed...

-____-""

remix version of b'day song!

SO the FAST! -_-"

loud and clear somemore... =.=""

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MEIYIN! ^^"

may all ur wishes come true!

happy always!

-i really like the song just now!! wahahahha!-

the cake!=) very the shiny! with 21 candles~

the she--> meiyin

the singing band? ahhaha!

a must for u

presenting to u

the muddy

the slimy

the yummy!

=leave it to u for the answer=

Happy Birthday, Chloe~

Happy Birthday Chloe!

Hope u're surprised by what your bf did~ ^^

and the cutie us~ got the chance to acc this event of life with u~
whahahaha!

*perasan*

the cake was yummy~

and filling~

*burp*

just random

Was talking with my friends just now~ hmmm...
indeed, i feel they're right~
i'm such a failure~ an F friend~ F for fail~ ahha!
but... seriously, i wasn't offended by their words. *i swear*
But after thinking back their words, well... hmmm... indeed a failure~
Sometimes, it isn't a matter of knowing or not knowing.
It's just that i donno what am i supposed to know~
And that's why i don't ask.
My little principle in life:
Do not ask if he/she has no intention to convey.
If you have the heart to tell, you will tell me eventually.

Conclusion of the day: F is for Failure !yeah~ O.o"

friendster blog vs blogspot

the free me~ was browsing through my own friendster bloggy just now~
and i realised, i really had a lot of fun throughout the year~
*recalling all the fun i had*-->happie!

Well, blogspot is marvellous too... accompanying me for almost a year~ There's lots of upS and downS~ ^^
Life is supposed to be a roller coaster, isn't it?
Besides, i've read some of my friends' blogs as well.
Their ways of conveying msg are really superb!
and i've learnt something from them too~ :) well done, ppl!
Wow! Blogging seems to be a healthy way for us to convey our thoughts and opinions~ :)
and blog is something which will sustain in my life for long and for good~
weeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~
i donno what am i crapping about~
but i just feel like typing something here~

these are the truth but they do not seem to be obvious.
because our unconsciousness already subsided our conscious thoughts~
~failure is something which makes us strong~
~overcoming sadness will eventually makes a person to be tough~

i miss

some of my friends

badly

...

speak no evil

I wanted to post this thought of mine a few days ago. Hmmm...*recalling what i wanted to say previously* sigh. I shld have posted it on that day. After so much of brain storming for the stewpid assignments, i am somehow having mild amnesia. Haha! Ok. Shut up.

Speaking of speak no evil, hmmm... sometimes, i wonder, will it be great if no one knows how to be sarcastic. No one is perfect here and we're trying our very best to accomplish a task. Will it be nice if u just give him/her a praise instead of spraying cold water straight to the face? Sigh. Please think about others' feeling. Your words may be unintentional. But it does hurt somebody sometimes. Think before we talk. That's what a human being supposed to be. Being straight forward isn't a bad thing but being too blunt isn't the best thing as well. So, ppl, think before we talk. Analyse the outcomes and try to make it better. I don't mean that you adjust everything and filter everything u wanna say (not to be fake), but just try to be sincere and humble. It doesn't matter if we're being stutter for a few seconds. But, let ur cognition works sometimes. Takes things slowly. At least, not show ur cold shoulder towards the others. Motivation and encouragement will be so the best thing to have in everyone's heart.

Thank you.

sweatz + sighs

Another disastrous week had just ended. Who said short sem is fun? Gosh. I bet this is the worst short semester i ever had. -_-" Sigh. So much of works and yet so little time. Give me a breather man! ==" Sometimes, it's just so hard to be in a group work, discussion and so on. Anything involve in group is always the hardest thing for me now. I used to lurve group project so much because we really can have fun through the process. However, it doesn't mean that i'm having bad group members right now, but u can't deny the fact that u need 100% commitment and responsibilities in your group. Sigh. U may die but do not let ur members to die together-gether with u. It's terrible. :(

Whatever it is, i just hope that our assignments can be passed up on time and get a good grade. That's more than enough and i hope that all our effort will being paid off soon. ^^ *pray hard*

It's sunday today! weeeeeeeeeee for myself! -_-" coz no one is weeeee'ing with me right now~

our childhood.our memory

There are certain things in our life which we'll never forget. =)

There are also many ppl for us to love always...

They are the one i will remember in my heart forever... ^^...my cousins! :) i think this is the second time i blog about my cousins. Forgive me. I really miss them all. ^^"

I read my cousin's blog jz now and she actually pasted all the stupid childhood photos of us in it. So delighted and touched at the same time.

Thanks to our family members who spent our childhood time together with us and took so many pics of us. ^^ We really appreciate them all.

May our family be well and happy always~

May our grandparents/ parents/ aunties and uncles be healthy always~

May all of our wishes come true~ Study hard ya, ppl! ^^

#our childhood. our memory#

form 6

I was checking email jz now and i got this email from Kluang Form 6 Forum from some seniors. Wow! They really had fun during the gathering together. Making me missing my form6 life as well.

Form 6 is always the toughest among high school period and that was also the time when so much fun and laughters were brought up throughout my student life. =) I got to meet many friends along the way. Mostly the good one, especially my classmates and gang members =) i'm indeed blessed to stay in my class.

If I ever got the chance to go for form 6 again, i will tell the whole world that i wanna remain in the same class of PU2B2~ ^^" it might not be the brightest, smartest among all... but we're always united in heart. I am trully blessed to have them around me and going to school every morning is always the happiest thing when i get to hang out with them again. :)

Miss the time of:

-being awarded to be the dirtiest class of the week. *wink*

-catching insects with u guys...awwwww... i really miss it so much!

-celebrating everyone's bday <--so much of memories here...

-u guys celebrated my b'day <--- indeed special b'day for me. my choco-moouse cake was in my nose. thank you so much! :S

-cold-joking together/crapping

-had lunch together no matter to how far from school. -__-"

-ponteng together (i nv ponteng after i came to form 6, taught me bad things)

-bad-mouthing about teachers :p

-counting how many "ok's" did Ms m*k said during one hour class... 200++

-tuition together

-we all being cheated by the guys during April's FOol Day~ Mei was the best victim among us!Whaha!

Most importantly, i miss the f'ships u guys had given to me. :) thanks~ It was the time when i feel i always being loved as a friend and classmate. At least, it was always the time when laughters were all around the air. I miss you all so muchie :)

Wish all of you best of luck! :) Hope we can meet up again this year~ :)

Never said never! <---motto! -_-" woonkiat's creation...

our first crazy class photo of PU1B2

Later on, the class was being separated due to the big amount of students.

Are you working cognitively? :)

Too much of anger on this monday~ So sorry. Actually i have fun stuff to blog about. =) everything wasn't that bad though. Coz we had fun in friends' presentations during cognitive psychology~ Well done to the presenters~ =)

Anyway, we played jigsaw puzzle~ It's been ages since we last played this game coz it's a kiddo thingy for most of us :) But playing together as a group for competition was somehow a great experience. Haha! Coz united we stand divided we fall. And... we ended up the last group to finish it. -_-" oppps! This didn't mean that we're not united! hahaha! -unreasonable-

i curi to take pic of my group! :)

Faster faster~ we're losing! :''(

presenting to u!

Winnie the Pooh and Friends!

the moment of joy!

hi guys! :) want some watermelon? :)

thanks to sM, we were able to eat watermelon this week as a form of leisure. to destress! :)

We ate one biji of watermelon within 30mins. =.=" It was another memorable event to me! ahaha! Those who know me shld know how much i lurve watermelon! =) We digged half portion of the watermelon. Haha! and later on, another half was cut by me~ =) *happy*

kesian the watermelon... kena stabbed! :p

i wonder why they did that... =.="

everyone besides joshua(went out for basketball) and me(photographer)

after we digged in

2nd round!

the end!

monday is blue

Sigh~ have a strong monday blue today and everything didn't see to work well all the way along the classes... =.=" *sigh-sigh* o.O" i think this is partly because of the insomia i had last night and a lot of works came at once.. gosh... i really didn't expect to have so much work today and when lecturer listed out all the due dates.. i was like..."shit~ i'm doomed!"

It was still ok after the class because we're heading home! ;) Going back home is always the best thing to think of after classes. But... who knows here come the catering pakcik who nag, nag and nag to us while taking the food. OMG! Making my mood dropped down to the well man! EXCUSE ME!! -_______-"" what on earth is this man! I DIDN'T OWE U ANY $$ OKAY!!! can u like, treat us in a better way? gosh. I was so THE furious man! Kwang also speechless. Nagging is still considerable coz old ppl is supposed to nag but HELLO!! nag+scold is diff case okie!?!!? *i don't give it a damn of this man!* And i accidentally dropped the food which i carried. Luckily, everything is still in a pack. *sweatzz* I wonder why i was so angry with this. I am not supposed to be angry with it. Gosh. It's time to learn up some anger management. =) SMILE with green face now~~~~ *fake*

Supposed to go home this weekend but failed. Sigh. I wanna go home and see my auntie. *soB*! if i go home this week, i think i will jz say sayonara to myself first. -_____-"

In short, i hate short semester. *hectic*