driving

Few days back, I was driving along the highway.

It was a long journey.

Nv knew i could extract some thoughts during the driving session.

Everything is about timing, what's more driving?

Every single second counts.

When we drive, we look at the rear mirror.

When we want to overtake a car, we look at so many angles.

Front and back.

Life.

Driving is similar as life.

An acceleration, a tap of break, a change of gear matters a lot.

Overtaking a car is just like taking a risk.

When I overtake any car, i'll look back a lot.
Only then i realise, i am afraid of overtaking.

Thus, i hesitate.

When i focus too much of looking at the back,

i'll probably miss out a lot.

Same case in my days of life.

I feel i am not an adventurous person.

It's even more apparent when i handle some club's issue.

I do not like to take risk in anything which will harm me or

hurt people around me.

Lesson:

It's ok to look back.

However, it's unhealthy to dwell it over.

Wasting time, energy and effort.

*pic was taken this morning while sending my sis off by train*

life is a long and winding road.

ticking clock

Sometimes, i really wish i can freeze the time.

Anyone watch Charmed before?

There's a character named Piper, who has the power of freezing. Great! =="

2009 just a stone away.

It's approaching! It's really approaching! Oh my.

Wonder why I had such a reluctance feeling.

The main point is: I don't want to graduate so soon!

People used to say, the golden years of early adulthood starts from 20++. It'll shine brightly as it seems.

Sigh.

I feel i have so much more to do.

So much to change. So much to improve.

*touchwood* i am not saying i am dying or what not.

Just that, i feel time flashes too fast.

I can't seem to get into the pace of it.

No matter what it is,

I just hope that it's another wonderful year ahead.

It's time for new year resolution.

Can't seem to attain it easily but still want to aim for it.

Guess, this what we called new year resolution?

Photo Troop to Gunung Lambak

Sunday afternoon was accompanied by the lush greenery of Kluang favourite hangout place- Gunung Lambak. Four of us thought of a lil sports event on our own at 3pm. Super hot but it's cooling in the midst of the jungle. So many photos were taken along the way. We stopped and walked. The journey continued in a long period of time. Usually, you'll just need half an hour to reach the mid of hill, but today, we took an hour for it. Luckily we didn't block anyone's route up the hill. I guess the hikers would think that we're totally tourists from some ulu places.. ==" especially the moments we took photos. They looked at us in one kind. =="

Four of us. =)

we lurve jumping in front of the lens

artistic?

please ignore the tummy and enjoy my jumping! =)

spraying water from the mini waterfall

spent so much time just to take pic at these scenes.

back to the 70s' scenes

1. JJ Bro

2. Me

3. Woanna

4. Pengpeng

the journey ended with a pair of broken shoes.

happily taking pic *proud!*

It's been long since i climbed it and guess what? i almost felt like fainting before i reached the mid station. =_=" I took a long rest under a tree. Haha! Can't deny that i am old. Sigh. Haha! Nonetheless, I enjoyed myself to the max today with my cousins gang and sis! Love sweaty shirt and shorts. Haha! Exhausted but delighted!

was here...

Happy Birthday, See Ping!

It's our little cousin's birthday today. Hehe! Got her the Big Apple Donut instead of bday cake although she's on diet. @@" Four of us (cousin gang) went out for pizza. Guess she's kinda surprised. ^^ She's the only girl in her family. Hehe! Thus, she's our sister too! =)

It's always the best to spend the time with someone you haven't met for so long. Family members are dearly missed for these 2 months. ^^ It's time to catch up with them, provided with sufficient time. =)

Happy 17th Birthday to You!

May you happy always! ^^

she's happy. =)

the bread was from JJ Bro.

Haha! He used the excuse of buying a bread just

to cover the truth of buying candles.

Super uber like this pic! ^^

3 of us.

3 of my bro and sis

lastly, it's me and my sis. =="

with the onion and capsicum. Haha!

Kluang Mall

Let me tell u a secret.

It's been ages since my family and i went out for shopping in Kluang. ==" This habit was way back in my secondary school. We used to shop every weekend, just like a weekend outing for groceries shopping or what not. Thus, we went out tonight since all the members are in Kluang. Hehe!

Another secret for today.

Kluang Mall had its grand opening on Christmas Eve. It's finally opened. With many many shops, restaurant, Pacific departmental stores, Secret Recipe, Popular bookstore and many more. =) What came into surprise was the opening of Big Apple Donut. @_@" Really made my jaw opened. Also, this is the first time i saw a proper christmas tree. It's really beautiful. ^^ Kluang Mall has a wide and simple entrance, I felt it's welcoming. The architecture is the best so far. ^^ As i looked upon the Christmas tree, i was touched to see the flow of human, to see those upgraded shops, alas, Kluang is upgrading itself to another extent. Hope the business can stay as hot as possible. Hehe.

the billboard...

tonnes of wishes

there was clown performance just now.

attracting many kids stopped by.

on a second thought, this christmas tree can be really heavy.

It's filled with many many decorations.

get what i meant? Hehe!

A close up shot.

i am the ginger man! =="

such a coincidence. hehe!

Happy Birthday, QianHong.

I'll be back there again. To take more shots. =D Till then!

family outing =)

Yeap. Finally, it's MY holidays! =)

Though the period isn't long, but few days with family members are better than nothing. Hehe. Technically speaking, I spent my Christmas Day with my dad, mum and sis. Hehe! They were up to KL and fetched me home (or shall i say i drove them back?) Haha! Doesn't matter. No turkey served but i treated them lunch. Hehe.

We went to Ikea for the whole afternoon. It has been my parents' all time favourite. ==" I ended up empty handed coz it's not a place for me to buy anything. Dad bought a lot of "christmas presents" for our house though. ==" Looking forward to see some new accesories for our home. =)

it's waiting time.

My sis and i were kinda tired.

thus, we took a seat on the display sofa. haha!

as always, dad took his own sweet time in his own fantasy.

Here are some items shots.

Moved on to The Curve for dinner.

Hehe! Finally, i got to see the Christmas decoration.

Super excited. ^^

3 of us. Taken by dad. =="

Finale- UCSIx7's Christmas Eve

Ok. This is a belated post of mine. ^^

So in lurve with the photography session.

Finally, we're so done with our internship company. BYE!

Our day ended with movie, good food, crazy companions, christmas carols, and joyful ambience.

We watched Doraemon and it's rather disappointing due to the long winded story line, blur animation at certain period of time which made us, at first, thought that we had a problematic vision. However, the story touched my heart a little in the end but it's very exhausted of watching. Big cross for the movie this time. =X

After that, the gang moved on with christmas deco shooting. Haha! =) Not bad at all. The atmosphere was very christmas'ish in MidValley at night. The colourful bulbs were entangled on the tall christmas trees. So many lil presents in the colourful booths, which cost a bomb too.

couples of the night

the available ones. Haha!

bersama-sama ambil gambar!

Then, second round of the night was hanging out at Station 1 back in Cheras. Ordered some food to fill up our growling stomachs. However, the mass customers' traffic in Station 1 brought the quality down that night. Alas, counting down for Christmas. Woooohooo!

My christmas dinner set at Station 1.

The leading male singer (in black singlet) was so powerful!

The atmosphere reached to the peak when he went up on stage.

Countdown set: Party set as the complimentary of Christmas.

hehe! the gang. *i was taking pics*

see how joyful the girls were...

The whole post sounds so saddening right? Haha! With the less interesting activities we had. =D But i really had a different christmas this year. Though the night wasn't filled with super enjoyable event but spending time with them wasn't wasted somehow. UCSIx7's friendship is my best christmas gift. The name itself will always being remembered and treasured.

Thanks for all those wonderful moment we had for these two months, with all those craps, laughters, tears of joy and sharing times. I really miss all the meals we had everyday, the oil we burnt together after work and all those hang-outs we had. Guess, this internship was a worthwhile opportunity to get to know you all.

Merry Christmas, everyone.

Merry Christmas, UCSIx7~!

Bidding farewell to the company.

Welcome on board, UCSI.

shoot up

Internet Explorer always have pop-ups. In life, we have many pop-ups too. How i wished i could block these pop-ups alive.

Everything seems to be in a mess out of the sudden.
Guess i took the wrong attempt to be honest?

Anyway, I still have to go home after a few days.
I miss my family, badly.
I think my family needs me now.

At the same time, I wish to stay here to settle some issues.
Sometimes, it's just hard to balance things up in life.
Caught in dillemma.
Yet still need to be strong. Very strong i supposed?

When you choose A, you just gotta forgo B.
Why can't human be greedy?

It's just hard to keep things the way you want to be.
I guess, it is called challenge.
It's my call now.
Again, i have never ending challenges ahead.

I need support.
Staying strong.
Keeping fingers crossed right now.
Staying happy too.

Mood: low

background

Each of us comes from different background.

Happy to sad

Rich to poor

Peaceful to war-torn

United to being torn apart

You'll never knew until you listen to the story of others.

It's good to be a listener. To listen to others. This is not the so-called kepoh, but sometimes, your friends might need you to listen, and to pour their hearts too. Deep down inside, they need moral support. =)

Thus, sometimes, a person's personality and characteristic will really being influenced by her/his background. What i need to learn is to accept who they are, what they will be.

Nonetheless, background isn't the core reason for a person to be bad, to be irrational or insensible. =) Some friends that i know of, also can be a very good person, no matter how disastrous her/his family is. ^^ I really respect them much. ^^ Learning from each other really can make me reflect myself, for how terrible i am, or how much i can improve to get on with my life. I am a blessed girl.

God bless everyone, let it be good or bad. =)

growing...

People grow older as day goes by.

A sudden rush of the issue of age flips into my conscious state of mind.

I am growing up rapidly. Meanwhile, the people around me are growing older, especially my family members. Sigh. It's so perfect if we can just freeze the time or change the lifespan of human. This time round, i must spend my few days holiday with my family members to the fullest.

Got a lil conversation with my cousin sister a while ago. She updated me with grandpa's condition, telling me that his health is under control and told me not to worry. Our tough grandpa is going to be just fine. Her words really make me come into realisation that, each of us have become a grown up boy/girl, who really knows how to take care of our family member and to be there when the family needed the most.

Hope everyone stays healthy.

My grandpa's health is always in my prayer.

God bless everyone. ^^

i am not alone.

To begin with, a big hug to HuiRu, ShueLing, HonChin and Kimfah for such a great night. It's good to have u guys with me, to share and to encourage. From here, i know i am not alone to go through the days. Instead of grumbling on the negative thoughts, we exhanged the positive ones with each other. Kinda touched to listen to everyone of you. Our internship days are coming towards the end. Guess we're going to miss it so much for what we've gone through these two months. Short and sweet. It's not easy to have friends with same channel. ^^ I mean it.

Neon lights were shining brightly when we stood tall at the observation tower of LookOut Point, the second destination right after our company's christmas gathering. =) Breathing in and out deeply to vent our feelings. Hehe. Anyway, we thanked company for the food. Also, thanks Jasmine for the square chipmunks pillow as a christmas gift during gift exchange session.

Pictures taken. The night ended with a cup of drinks, food and a fruitful & meaningful dialogue with them at wee hour.

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请不要拿家人的生死或健康来开玩笑。真的一点都不好笑。如果你觉得这些不重要，但请尊重别人对家人的感觉。这一秒你可能很开心的在开派对，但别人可能在伤心地为过世的人默哀，别把这些事情当作儿戏。少说话没人说你是哑巴。谢谢。

insight of my internship

It makes me realise how important our social skills are somehow. If you choose to stand firmly on your stand, you'll lose out in the end. Still remember my previous internship supervisor told me, if you can't change a person/situation, you gotta change yourself to adapt the environment. Sounds easy? But wait till you try it. It's like living in the mouth of hell.

I am so lacking of survival skills. Please teach me.

What would you do when you know your surroudings are 85% hypocrites? It's so tired to work with such people, even though it's not up to 2 months time. Heart wrenching to see this society has been polluted by negative people and wicked mind. I can't make myself love this job but i will always try my best to complete my task before everything ends next week. No matter how, i still gotta pad my shoulder for going through this internship smoothly without creating any havoc. Haha! =D

原来，有时候，真正成功不是靠努力，是靠嘴巴，是靠“做人”技巧。

真的很悲哀。

i pray

I pray for the good health of my family members, my friends & me...

I pray for the safety of everyone around me.

I pray for the happiness everyone pursues.

Got a msg from my sis saying that grandpa was admitted to hospital the day before yesterday due to breathing difficulty. I was kinda shocked because his health has been normal as far as i concerned, or my family doesn't wanna update me with this kinda topic just to reduce my worries? Sigh. I really hope he's fine. According to sis, he even mentioned about me, cracking a joke by saying that "i also need a holiday even though i am working". My sis said he's funny but i feel so guilty for not paying him a visit for quite a long period of time.

No worries. I'll be home soon. :) Life is really fragile. Cherish those you love. For those i love, please take good care of yourself, all right? =D

ucsix7 BOLT'ed! =D

Managed to catch BOLT tonight at 8.45pm with UCSIx7. However, due to the parking area constrait, we were late for 20 mins. *sob* Missed out approximately 15 mins show. It's ok. We were still able to laugh and cry while watching it until the end. =D Super funny and super touching! Shed a few tears and cheeks were numb after the movie. Fancy all the characters in the movie. Super in love with the fatty hamster, Rhino, the always =_=" faced Mittens and also the doggy, Bolt!It is really an educational animation and very suitable to stimulate children's thinking. Adults too, can learn and revise some moral values of life. Loyalty, love, appreciation and helpfulness. A simple moral value may not be able to uphold it perfectly sometimes. Thus, this kinda movie really can help us reflect ourselves. ^^ I like! ^^

Sorry to say that, i love Bolt more than Madagascar. Haha! =) It is more friends and family-oriented, with the addition of interesting story line. =) Haha! However, Madagascar brought me fun too! =x Haha *ignore me* Another super Walt Disney animation movie! Haha! =D

Thank you guys for this great night! ^^

Day 42-45 Presentation Days (Mon-Wed)

It is our presentation week starting from Monday to Thursday. On Monday, it was the presentation of Junior Robot (which we thought it's totally none of our business since we're leaving soon.) However, we were still being trained and become a trainer too. =( Or should i say, forced to be there?

Frankly speaking, I have no interest for the training but still, we gotta attend the training. I was glad that UCSIx7 can produce good work and presentation. While free time, the kepoh us put up some lego bricks and made some weird models. Presenting to you...

1. the grave yard-

2. the snake

3. froggy! @_@

My post thought after 3 days of training: It's funny how an intern student become a real trainer for this company's staffs. Why? One core reason: We did almost everything for them, including the manual, the syllabus, the slides show, products and ideas for the Year 2009.

In a positive mind: it's a worth while experience to be able to present it to those seniors in the company. However, i guess our works and efforts were not appreciated. Keep on picking the flaws of ours has been their all time favourites. A sarcastic mocking evil laugh is even on their facial expression. Worse still, they want us to lighten their burden by assisting them in prepare 98% of the work for the year 2009. No matter how good you are, you're still considered low standard. No one sees us in the eye of positive attitudes but to put us into spots and increase our stress level with deadlines. Such an unprofessional scene if anyone of you attend the so-called training.

Nonetheless, the bond of UCSIx7 will never break. The more YOU reinforce in negative way, the more united we are in our hearts and mind.

Counting down: 6 days more!!!!! *HUGE GRIN*